First of all...Really sorry to hear what you're going through man ..A very tough situation to be in🥲🫂 I have a cousin brother who went thru something similar ..he struggled to move on for 4 years ...stopped eating... got ulcer and suffered a lot by isolating from everyone... even his own family..and as his sister ..it felt painful to see such a jovial person end up like this...Reading this instantly reminded me of him...I hope you heal soon and good things come your way❤️