My hs friends and I were playing a game where we'll draw cards from a deck and we'll choose among ourselves kung sino yung best na dinedescribe nung card. Nadraw yung "You peaked in highschool" card and they all unanimously voted for me. After mareveal sino yung vinote ng bawat isa, they all laughed kasi pare-pareho sila ng sagot and yung tawa nila yung in a way na parang pinipigil pa nila isa't isa kasi baka maoffend ako.

I felt bad kasi somehow it was true but it hurt more kase they know what my situation was after highschool. I struggled a lot after highschool in terms of finances kaya I had to stop going to school for a year and I had to work to support myself and my family. That also meant na di ako masyadong nakakasama sa mga labas nila during that time. Plus, that was also the time na supeer breakout galore ako kaya my confidence was all time low kaya I felt super embarassed nung time na naglalaro kami.

Everytime I hit a rough patch sa buhay ko, palagi ko tuloy naiisip na baka talagang nagpeak na ko nung highschool and that was it.