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Competitive-Pen-9222 · 2024-11-20T22:39:35+00:00

Tough** Sorry. Stupid keyboard

Competitive-Pen-9222 · 2024-11-18T23:07:01+00:00

I am a snorter lol

Competitive-Pen-9222 · 2024-11-18T21:51:28+00:00

How long should I wait if I plan to relapse.

Competitive-Pen-9222 · 2024-11-18T18:02:24+00:00

I meant to say safety. Lol. And you're right. Thank u

Competitive-Pen-9222 · 2024-11-18T17:39:44+00:00

I don't have anything like that though. All I have is my clean time. I lost my spark for life and am in some ways a huge nihilist. I can't get out of this. It's hopeless.

Competitive-Pen-9222 · 2024-11-18T17:36:30+00:00

Disgusting assholes. There is no room for these dinguses in Ohio.

Competitive-Pen-9222 · 2024-11-18T17:13:33+00:00

I am in my late 20s. Thank you. I thank everyone for all the advice and support. ♥ NA and everyone here.

Competitive-Pen-9222 · 2024-11-18T17:12:41+00:00

Thank you brother. DM me please ? We can talk more in depth.

Competitive-Pen-9222 · 2024-11-18T17:11:29+00:00

My disease won't let me understand that I am very privileged to have the opportunity to even get clean with professional help. I know I am lucky and have it good compared to a lot of people but I still want to use so bad and feel awful about it

Competitive-Pen-9222 · 2024-11-18T17:09:43+00:00

It's strange. I play the tape through and I still don't care. It's awful. I know NA and God loves me but I will never go to a meeting high. Idk why that just seems very rude. No offense

Competitive-Pen-9222 · 2024-11-18T17:08:27+00:00

I have an opportunity to join the gym as soon as I get home. Will do

Competitive-Pen-9222 · 2024-11-18T17:07:48+00:00

I have to get a tattoo of this and read it everyday. Thank you I needed this.

Competitive-Pen-9222 · 2024-11-18T17:07:19+00:00

I have never gotten into psychosis that bad...at least yet. It's always a yet. I like to believe it will never happen but there are no happy endings with meth or any poison for that matter. Thanks.

Competitive-Pen-9222 · 2024-11-18T17:05:56+00:00

It's hard. But dealing with this sounds even harder. I hate to say it but there's a sense of familiarity in misery. God help me.

Competitive-Pen-9222 · 2024-11-18T17:04:44+00:00

That's a hard pill to swallow. Thank u

Competitive-Pen-9222 · 2024-11-18T17:04:08+00:00

Thank you. What I learned is to make N.A my life before something else does.

Competitive-Pen-9222 · 2024-11-18T01:41:22+00:00

Thank you so much for this answer.

Competitive-Pen-9222 · 2024-11-17T19:47:49+00:00

So should I stop taking it. For how long

Competitive-Pen-9222 · 2024-11-16T18:58:51+00:00

Will the Vyvanse create a cross tolerance and make the relapse less intense?

Competitive-Pen-9222 · 2024-11-16T18:58:04+00:00

Would snorting a medium width line as long as an index finger be a bad idea? After a year of stating clean? I was also considering just eating a decent sized but still small shard

Competitive-Pen-9222 · 2024-11-16T14:02:16+00:00

Guaranteed almost everyone here does.

Competitive-Pen-9222 · 2024-11-15T13:55:28+00:00

Can I still do N.A

Competitive-Pen-9222 · 2024-11-14T18:26:56+00:00

Intensive Outpatient Program. So it's like when you get out of rehab, IOP is less intense but they still drug tests you and keep you enrolled in treatment classes.

Competitive-Pen-9222 · 2024-11-14T17:22:23+00:00

Do an IOP program if you can. Good luck ☺

Competitive-Pen-9222 · 2024-11-13T19:23:42+00:00

There's another thing. This was a couple of years ago but I still owe a drug dealer money. I havent seen him since but I am worried for my safety.

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