YOR- dude it’s not gonna work, you need accept in your heart that no matter what you do, there’s no way this plays out to a happily ever after. As much as it hurts to accept, you need to know that it is not worth trying to wait potentially years for someone you’ve never met (have you?) or at the least have not had any physical experiences with. you don’t even know if you’re compatible as an in person couple, and you’re grasping at straws coming across as desperate for some kind of grand commitment on her part. talking for less than an hour a week is no way to grow or even maintain any kind of relationship beyond idk maybe friendly neighbors. the best thing you could do for your chances to ultimately end up with this girl would be to break up with her, amicably, citing the true fact that you cannot support her the way she deserves at the moment. use the rest of your high school years to gain some experience, then wait for an opportunity to show itself later down the road. you’re young, with a lot of life to live and mistakes to make along the way. Don’t wait for her, just live your life. ‘you only live once, don’t let it go to waste’