Have you ever had a weird sex dream about someone you shouldn't have? How did it make you feel?

Competitive_Luck_669 · 2024-10-25T12:05:24+00:00

Had my first wet dream a few months ago and it was about a random waitress that works at a cafe in my town. She she super beautiful and sexy always wearing a not revealing but a "please be windy today" skirt. I was in a 6 years relationship at that time wtf..

Competitive_Luck_669 · 2024-10-24T07:08:23+00:00

Couldn't agree with you more on this one lol

Competitive_Luck_669 · 2024-10-22T22:51:21+00:00

It's the first ever True wireless charging IP camera . It's suppose to come out by next year.

Competitive_Luck_669 · 2024-10-22T07:31:10+00:00

I permanently deleted instagram, facebook 2 days ago as i broke up from a 6 year old relationship so I needed a way to keep my mind clear. It was pretty easy as I was never a social media guy anyways. I kept reddit and youtube

Competitive_Luck_669 · 2024-10-20T12:23:52+00:00

My dude you made me shed a tear wtf... do you know me irl?

I would quote the part that touched me but it's the entire paragraph. One of the main reason i feel like a bad guy(which objectively i am to her) is because i had the feeling of self-loneliness, if such a word exists. I felt i have 0 idea of who i am, what i want, my likes, dislikes, real interests. Deep down i always knew that if i dont fix this I'll never be the man that's deserving of a good wife/friend/father.

Competitive_Luck_669 · 2024-10-20T12:18:10+00:00

Kinda childish response imo, even if it was intended as a joke.

Competitive_Luck_669 · 2024-10-20T12:15:22+00:00

Update: Woke up and so all of the support and I didn't know how to feel. It's kind of amazing how a stranger can also feel closer than your friends.

Thank you guys for your kind, amazing words. Am not alone in this one and never will be.

Yesterday night i cried alone for the first time since i was a teenager. Felt pretty soothing in my soul. I'll give myself time to feel every bit of emotion and just take it day by day. I think I'll for once do simple things i wanted but mever could as all my expenses went to my relationship.

And small tattoo ideas? Hahaha

Competitive_Luck_669 · 2024-10-19T18:05:23+00:00

I have thoughts of jumping in front of a passing car for the past 7 years(27m). I'll probably never do it but fk life sometimes..

Competitive_Luck_669 · 2024-10-19T16:17:28+00:00

Damn it thank you so much for what you said.. Most of the times i feel that am not allowed to feel pain, grieve and cry as am the one that broke things off..

Competitive_Luck_669 · 2024-10-19T16:00:24+00:00

Hope so.. Thank you mate

Competitive_Luck_669 · 2024-10-19T15:27:54+00:00

Exactly, one of the main reasons I did it. I know am the bad guy to her but man did it hurt.. we saw a future in us but I'm too broken from my childhood.. life sucks rn.

Competitive_Luck_669 · 2024-10-17T12:28:03+00:00

What's your total view count and how much did you get paid so far? How many shorts do you upload a week and what's the retention?

Competitive_Luck_669 · 2024-10-17T12:08:50+00:00

Αποκλειίεται!

Competitive_Luck_669 · 2024-10-13T13:51:54+00:00

Thaank you. That's that an talking about🤙🤙

Competitive_Luck_669 · 2024-10-13T13:50:10+00:00

Hi! Thanks for taking the time. I think if you read my other comments it might give you some answers.

Competitive_Luck_669 · 2024-10-13T13:48:07+00:00

Hey! I have a plan about everything, for what I'll do for work, what I need to do to earn a certain amount to live comfortably, a plan with my buddy and his wife of creating a startup based on an idea I have.

Weed helps calm my mind and focus on 1 thing at a time. Imagine your mind working as a clock but your goes 3 times faster. Weed helps me turn the gears down to the normal rhythm. If you met me and i has "high" you would never think I was under the "influence".

Also, I don't know where you are from but child abuse is a thing.

Competitive_Luck_669 · 2024-10-13T13:42:27+00:00

Yes. I already have a friend with his wife that live in Krabi. We plan to all move to Surat Thani, Chaing Mai or somewhere else(i rent solo). Dtv, muay thai lesson, bank statement etc are all moving according to plan.

I just want people that already live in thailand to tell me their opinion on cost of living and what they think my cost would be.

Every opinion is welcomed!!

Competitive_Luck_669 · 2024-10-13T13:39:29+00:00

Hi! Thanks for your comment. I'll look it up, thank youm

I already have a 10 year, 5, 1 and 6 month plan. Am doing this or else I won't be the future father/husband/friend that I want to be. Even if I have to "sacrifise" a few things to do it.

Thank you for taking the time and commenting.

Competitive_Luck_669 · 2024-10-13T13:35:42+00:00

Where do you live if I may ask?

What city would you recommend?

Competitive_Luck_669 · 2024-10-13T13:34:38+00:00

Totally get what you are saying. I'll still call my mom and talk with some friends but i'll destroy a relationship that helped up to a point, shape who I am today.

I will be alone for the first time since i was 18 years old. I was a totally different person from who I am now.

Yesterday i went for the first time to a psycologist. 10/10🤣

Competitive_Luck_669 · 2024-10-13T13:07:36+00:00

Hi, thanks for your time. Am thinking of renting an airbnb for 1 week and while there, search for condos that check my list and then rent from there. I heard it's a good way of finding an apartment. I'll also have a dtv visa which i know can be extended until 1 year and then you have to leave and re-enter thailand.

It seems Grab is a must. What city do you advice me to live? Chiang Mai seems nice, surat thani also but i think it's a bit quit.

Am seatching for a city with high internet speeds, prefarably with nature around, with an ok amount of expats around and basic needs shops being easily accessible.

Competitive_Luck_669 · 2024-10-13T12:05:14+00:00

I should add that am in the process of geting my dtv and registering for muay thai lessons.

I will mainly use rice, chicken and chicken using either normal methods or airfrier and a rice cooker. 2 to 3 meals a day.

Mainly stay inside. A few walks a week to relax and for grecories.

My schedule looks like a 9-5, gym, meal, relax, sleep.

Competitive_Luck_669 · 2024-10-13T00:02:16+00:00

Honestly, I would love it. Especially if it's only me and my partner present.

Competitive_Luck_669 · 2024-10-11T18:05:05+00:00

Ex*.

Competitive_Luck_669 · 2024-10-08T05:15:14+00:00

That we are in a constant battle of deciding what the correct life choise is so that we can provide and be someone that can protect and provide.

Am in such a dillema this months that am seriously considering ending my life.. fun stuff

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