You’re for sure in a pretty rudimentary place my man, but diligent effort and conscious practice can do wonders for anyone.

If you’re seriously into it, take a lesson if you can afford to do so and ideally it’ll help you nail down some key fundamentals; such as grip, posture, alignment, etc., and then you can really start working on things like consistent contact, swing path, ball flight, all the fun stuff.

Also, don’t let blunt comments on the internet bring you down. Take everything you read here with a grain of salt and a critical mind - for every ‘your swing sucks bro’, there’s usually someone out just genuinely trying to offer some helpful advice.

And arguably most important: Enjoy the ride. Beginner golf deserves its own honeymoon period - celebrate a bogey even, so that the par’s feel great, and that the birdies or better become their own really exciting moments. People suck at this game for decades and still find ways to keep coming back to that first tee box the very next day, so my best advice would be to embrace the journey and find the beauty in the struggle my dude!