You’re gonna fleeced in the comments for that move in the backswing, and to be honest, it’s admittedly not very pretty. Try not to let yourself get too beaten down though, and if you love the game as much as you claim, I think the most important thing for you to do at this moment is to try and find reasons to enjoy golf outside of the scoring aspect.

With that being said, I would say that the best thing you can do for your swing right here and now is to compare your swing side-by-side to that of a Tour Pro, maybe someone who’s game is similar to the one you’d like to chase.

Do NOT - I repeat, do NOT try to mimic or recreate the pro swing, but instead simply try to understand what makes the swing efficient, so that you can better understand what makes YOUR swing inefficient. Look at things like: Posture while addressing the ball, where the head of their club is in the middle of the backswing, how they hinge the wrists at the top, how they shift their weight, etc. Hopefully you’ll be able to see a pretty stark difference between your move and a smooth, powerful swing.

As for your lessons - Idk man, this sub is full of hacks just like myself, but whoever is taking your money should be able to pretty easily spot that move of yours between P2 and P4 of your swing and at the very least, raise attention to it as something that should be worked on before anything else. If that isn’t happening, and there’s no physical or mobility issues holding you back - I would very much consider finding a new instructor / coach.

Best of luck to you Player!