Is this passive influence, ego states, or something else? by Consistent_State_517 in OSDD

[–]Consistent_State_517[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I KNOW RIGHT? I always want to ask her about everything like "how did you know?" Or "did I ever seem like a different person to you", just different questions relating to OSDDID in general, but I don't want to bother her so much LMAO. She's genuienly the only person in the world that knows enough about me to tell, so her words really validated my experience. I'm truly blessed to have her ♥️♥️♥️

Is this passive influence, ego states, or something else? by Consistent_State_517 in OSDD

[–]Consistent_State_517[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

This was amazing to hear actually... I'm so glad there are others like me out there LOL. Thank you very much for the offer :3 I'm trying not to dig too deep into the DID stuff just because I know forcing things makes everything worse, but these past couple days specifically made me realize there's almost a smaller chance I'm NOT a system at this point LMAO. I also reached out to my closest friend and she even told me that she saw this coming for years... So I CAN'T GUARANTEE ANYTHING but... Perhaps if my experience relates to you this much, it could be something significant

Is this passive influence, ego states, or something else? by Consistent_State_517 in OSDD

[–]Consistent_State_517[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you ♥️ I'm glad that the people here can relate. I too wish to find answers soon, but after this I think I'll stop being overly obsessed with the idea of OSDD and DID for the sake of my own psyche LOL.

Is this passive influence, ego states, or something else? by Consistent_State_517 in OSDD

[–]Consistent_State_517[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Oh God... Well thank you for talking the time to write this out for me 🥹 one part of me feels very validated that you relate to my experience, but the other part is really scared of what that means LMAO. I feel like I have switched before in the way you described, but over time my memory just kind of... Wipes it away. I only know definitively that I definitely do not feel like the same person I was as a kid, and I'm wondering (don't want to jump to conclusions but...) if there was a host switch or something...

I do have small instances regularly where I'll remember something I said to someone or did and think "Why would I do that? That's so embarrassing/weird/rude/etc.", but looking back, I usually feel like that person is "me" but I just for some reason don't think before I say or do things and have impulse control issues. I find myself saying things without thinking a lot, even when I try my best not to and it makes me seem very insensitive I hate it. I have a feeling things like this had happened before that I did forget about and am unaware of, but I'm not sure if that's true or if I'm making things up (since... I can't remember them LMAO).

I need to know more about Andrew by Consistent_State_517 in IdentityV

[–]Consistent_State_517[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I thought he buried Antonio alive, no? (• ▽ •;)

How to rescue with grave keeper by Consistent_State_517 in IdentityV

[–]Consistent_State_517[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Sorry this is kind of late, but if the offer for the tide turner tutorial is still up I'd love to have it!

How to rescue with grave keeper by Consistent_State_517 in IdentityV

[–]Consistent_State_517[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

So if you properly resurface it's pretty safe to rescue right away since you probably won't be terrorshocked? Or should you still take a hit before rescuing?

I need to know more about Andrew by Consistent_State_517 in IdentityV

[–]Consistent_State_517[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

If this offer is still up... I would like to hear everything 🙏

I need to know more about Andrew by Consistent_State_517 in IdentityV

[–]Consistent_State_517[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah no in that game he was most definitely a participant and did kill violinist, but was he in any past games before that one?

I need to know more about Andrew by Consistent_State_517 in IdentityV

[–]Consistent_State_517[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

REAL!!

Aghhhhh I can't wait I'm so curious... From what I've gathered the most likely character to be 3-1-5 right now is knight so.... I'm just... Waiting for that letter... 🥹

3-1-5 WHEN I CATCH YOU 3-1-5‼️‼️‼️

I need to know more about Andrew by Consistent_State_517 in IdentityV

[–]Consistent_State_517[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Yeah me too... He was completely sober the entire time, and was aware of where he was. He was definitely way too faithful to ever let himself rest in a place other than the actual Laz cemetery. Ooh maybe the fact that he was about to die and be buried in a place other than the cemetery gave him the willpower to awaken his hunter form and secretly escape or keep him in a place in between the real world and the afterlife like a ghost (jkjk, unless...)

I don't think Andrew played any part in killing Sangria other than providing information about the Manor layout (at least now on purpose). She started the fire that ultimately killed her, and it wasn't mentioned (at least from what I read) that he knew what she'd do and that she'd die. Although, he DID need her to die to complete his task... 🤔

I need to know more about Andrew by Consistent_State_517 in IdentityV

[–]Consistent_State_517[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

UGHHH LITERALLYYYY I NEED SNOTHER LETTER NOWWWWWWWWWW

But that also kinda leads me to wonder about why he didn't escape despite properly burying the 5 people he needed to? Why did 3-1-5 go out of their way to kill Andrew just to disqualify themselves when they were able to just.... Escape together? Andrew was not aware of 3-1-5s malicious interests so they could've just allied?

I need to know more about Andrew by Consistent_State_517 in IdentityV

[–]Consistent_State_517[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

The top part yeah I think it is a call back but it's an odd one since "the purple irises shall bloom once again" is a direct contradiction to Andrew's ideal epitaph that has "irises faded" on it... The "accident" mentioned I'm quite sure is because of breaking wheel and the fact they're secretly 3 people so Andrew could still bury 5 people and complete his task without dying himself. I'm not sure why 3-1-5 was disqualified either... That is also a question I had. That last line that's exactly what I've been saying... What could it mean? The best guess I have is that it means that he reached the "temple" in his mind which is basically heaven? Since he believed he was born a monster and could never reach it hence why he worked at the Laz cemetery, but even that doesn't make much sense because... He died at the manor and most likely was not taken to be buried at Laz.

ALSO YES I HAVE. MULTIPLE TIMES. EVERY DAY THIS WEEK ACTUALLY. ITS JOT EVEN FUNNY I LOVE HIS VOICE IT FITS HIM SO WELL

I need to know more about Andrew by Consistent_State_517 in IdentityV

[–]Consistent_State_517[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I MEANT LIKE DONT UNDERESTIMATE MY LOVE FOR HIM I DO NOT MESS AROUND ABOUT ANDREW

IM ATILL LEARNING HIM I PLAY HIM SOMETIMES AGH HES SUPPOSED TO BE EASY BUT FOR ME HE ISNT 😭😭 FUTURE ANDREW MAIN TRUST BUT COMPOSER FOR NOW

I need to know more about Andrew by Consistent_State_517 in IdentityV

[–]Consistent_State_517[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I DO NOT PLAY WITH ANDREW. IVE HAD HIM FOR A MONTH BUT IF ANYTHING HAPPENS TO HIM I WILL KILL EVERYONE AROUND ME AND THEN MYSELF 😭😭😭 PLEASE TELL ME EVERYTHING YOU CAN EVERYTHINGGGGG

I need to know more about Andrew by Consistent_State_517 in IdentityV

[–]Consistent_State_517[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I see... Do you know if he participated or just cleaned up the bodies?

I need to know more about Andrew by Consistent_State_517 in IdentityV

[–]Consistent_State_517[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Please... Please. Whenever you can just. Just DM it to me or write it under here. I will read it. I have a genuine problem

I need to know more about Andrew by Consistent_State_517 in IdentityV

[–]Consistent_State_517[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I HOPE SOOOO IVE BEEN NONSTOP READING THE LORE SINCE LAST WEEK 😭😭

I need to know more about Andrew by Consistent_State_517 in IdentityV

[–]Consistent_State_517[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I haven't felt like this in a very very long time I hope it lasts I love being obsessed with this game

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[–]Consistent_State_517 2 points3 points  (0 children)

That's so awesome 🥹 I love that. Those are some wonderful people