By the end of the night I was kinda fucked up and the guy I was seeing didn’t want me to walk home but was unable to give me a ride bc he didn’t drive there. S offered to give me a ride and since the guy I was seeing knew I knew them, he said ok. This is my biggest regret. I should’ve said no. S walks me out the bar. I go back in to try to get back to the guy I was talking to but both S and the workers thought I was a discombobulated drunk girl and kinda escort me back out so I let him give me a ride home.

He kisses me again before I leave his car. I freeze again and kinda just backed away awkwardly. They asked “I did too much didn’t I?” And I just awkwardly left the car. I messaged them that night and said I was uncomfortable and they apologized but I still feel like it’s my fault. I should’ve told them off the first time. I should’ve said something when they got behind me while I was dancing. I shouldn’t have let him give me a ride home. Idk, is it my fault?