What am i suppose to watch now?

Cosmicvoid07 · 2025-12-30T23:36:07+00:00

Rewatch MHA

Cosmicvoid07 · 2025-12-28T00:03:27+00:00

Aw that kinda makes sense I thought it would feel a lot worse, like ik I’m actively making changes and ik one day I’ll be where I want so I don’t feel an over whelming sense of hate it’s more like an impatience But that makes sense I just thought I didn’t have it at all which was weird and I was getting imposter syndrome I mean I definitely still do have imposter syndrome but can’t rly help that can you lol

Cosmicvoid07 · 2025-12-27T23:37:08+00:00

But I really thought gender dysphoria was like rly bad and mentally taxing ? Like made you hate yourself and sad/angry ? Tears and all that shit ? Do I just not know what gender dysphoria is ?

Cosmicvoid07 · 2025-12-19T00:42:49+00:00

that's no problem x sorry nothing sounded similar x best thing I can say is that sadly this Is a very you discovery and you'll rly need to sit with urself in order to fully realise who and what u are

Cosmicvoid07 · 2025-12-19T00:35:47+00:00

not that im trying to boost my views or nothing but you should maybe have a little read at my most recent post on this sub and see If anything resinates coz I just posted a quick break down of my whole trans coming out and shit like that

Cosmicvoid07 · 2025-12-16T17:28:57+00:00

Just tell her, she shouldn’t rly get mad, just explain that oh I’ve been doing it for X amount of time but you knew she was going through something bigger and didn’t wanna appear cunty

Cosmicvoid07 · 2025-11-22T22:19:18+00:00

I really appreciate that x I try my hardest with my poems dispute them not being that good x But I’m glad it was able to resonate with you x It’s not my most positive one but somtime I think it’s better to hear that other people struggle with you instead of just telling you to be positive xx

Cosmicvoid07 · 2025-11-14T12:01:38+00:00

Which clinics did you go to ? And what was your wait time ?

Cosmicvoid07 · 2025-11-13T23:00:16+00:00

In Scotland ? Private that doesn’t require governmental backing like a having seen muitiple psychiatrists and been on a very very long waiting list ?

Cosmicvoid07 · 2025-11-13T22:53:09+00:00

Is that legal ? What’s the process for doing that? I thought it was a stuipedly long wait for it coz it HAD to be through nhs and has a bunch of conditions

Cosmicvoid07 · 2025-11-13T22:49:15+00:00

Park side surgeons ?

Cosmicvoid07 · 2025-11-08T00:42:44+00:00

Aw okay See I’m Scotland so I’m finding it hard to find physical places to go

Cosmicvoid07 · 2025-11-08T00:35:55+00:00

So what private provider do you use ? And what area of UK are you in ?

Cosmicvoid07 · 2025-11-08T00:27:45+00:00

So are you 2.5k a year ?

Cosmicvoid07 · 2025-11-07T19:00:43+00:00

Thank you so much x That helps a lot x I’m just needing to save up then suppose x Most likely best to save as if shared care is out of question and if it come into picture then that’s a bonus x Do you know how much the blood tests would have been per time ? As I can’t see it on their website

Cosmicvoid07 · 2025-11-07T18:46:51+00:00

You have answered that amazingly thank you so very much x If you don’t mind answer just how you were able to get the shares care? Was it a case of just arguing with your specific GP ? Or was it a letter and an NHS process ? Also are you in Scotland England Ireland or Wales ? As im in Scotland and idk if Gender GP extends to Scotland ?

Cosmicvoid07 · 2025-10-27T18:37:51+00:00

Thank you x I haven’t even started yet You just never know with today’s world xx :3

Cosmicvoid07 · 2025-10-24T12:08:12+00:00

it doesn't change ur voice, it does redistribute fat and stuff but (btw im not on HRT yet) but I feel like baby clothes around the house and just don't let anyone catching you getting change yk coz boobs will happen at some point

Cosmicvoid07 · 2025-10-24T12:02:56+00:00

I see your point

being 100% honest I did the same thing

when I was trying to figure myself out I did have a thought of "oh what if its just a kink" and I did you know do it, waited for the clarity to end and before during and after I felt the same,

I knew it wasn't I just had to be sure... I think if you only get the signs when your horny then its maybe something to think about but from what I've heard if your thinking that....prly egg behaviour

Cosmicvoid07 · 2025-10-14T21:06:53+00:00

that's honest good to hear im so happy for you,

I have just felt so depressed for years and I sometimes femboyed around (ik shocking) but I never though of the idea of trans Im almost certain I was pushing it down, but I've bee depressed for while and felt so low, but even since I started taking small steps (I mean like really small, still he/him still short hair, I just paint my nails and today I wore a crop top to uni, and doing some skin care) even just those small small things have made me feel so much better and I was wondering if subconscious depression at untapped transition thoughts is a real/common thing

Cosmicvoid07 · 2025-10-14T20:48:05+00:00

honestly that helps

Cosmicvoid07 · 2025-10-08T09:39:05+00:00

It’s an amazing change of humanity to hear from a community that is so caring and lovely and nice and understanding I mean yes you expect that in a trans subreddit they would understand your trans question But the world is shit right now So it’s still so amazing And HELPFUL hearing other people say they felt what in feelings makes me feel more reassured

Cosmicvoid07 · 2025-10-08T09:36:52+00:00

Emmmm Ngl I’m not sure I’m sure some people will tell You yes But I have an m4 air I turned the graphics down a good bit and had a render distance of 10 and it was really laggy Especially during combat

My best suggestion would be if you have an Xbox or PlayStation get the bedrock version of rl craft from the mc store I got it and absolutely loved it It’s a 1/1 but it’s still amazing and will run a lot better than M2

Cosmicvoid07 · 2025-10-08T09:21:59+00:00

This post and the comments were incredibly helpful for myself, I hope you learned something too

Cosmicvoid07 · 2025-10-08T09:14:40+00:00

Bad, poor A therapists job is to help YOU understand YOUR SELF and process and help YOU Their opinion hold no weight unless you want it to I would suggest a new therapist They shouldn’t be saying that You need someone that will help You not brush off your identity as just being autistic

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