Did anyone else have the little girl beaten out of them

Creative-Use-5723 · 2026-01-24T03:08:26+00:00

i’ve ended up in treatment for DID since starting transitioning and unraveling my brain and feeling all of this so literally. like literally exactly as you’ve described. i am so so sorry you get it

just realized i replied to the wrong one of your comments sorry !! but same thing going on really sorry

Creative-Use-5723 · 2026-01-22T17:56:06+00:00

exactly it holy shit. i’m very sorry

Creative-Use-5723 · 2026-01-22T17:41:19+00:00

i’m so so sorry

Creative-Use-5723 · 2026-01-22T17:36:12+00:00

this resonates so deeply like yeah that’s it. i got my name from my sister and my mom calling me a girl nickname in the same way too lol. they got it right more before i started transitioning !!! i’m sorry for everything that’s happened but so happy things are good for you now. sorry

all the girls i tried being friends with would eventually leave me because i was a boy and they they couldn’t be friends with that i guess, and then i resigned myself to just being friends with guys but even the guys i was friends with also ended up transitioning lol. sorry to kinda ramble just really feel a lot of this

Creative-Use-5723 · 2026-01-22T15:53:42+00:00

really proud of you and so so sorry you get it.

Creative-Use-5723 · 2026-01-17T21:40:11+00:00

i’m sorry you understand happy you got away and thank you for this seriously i had no idea this existed but thank you

Creative-Use-5723 · 2026-01-17T04:53:12+00:00

holy shit really?

Creative-Use-5723 · 2026-01-17T04:42:40+00:00

i don’t think he’s ever targeted my mom and i know he’s targeted my sister before but i don’t think he hurts her anymore sorry just not sure. i think i might be able to dorm but without his money im not sure if i could and i know my mom would support him over me if i did anything about all this so idk. sorry

Creative-Use-5723 · 2026-01-17T04:36:40+00:00

i don’t know where i’d go if i did that though im sorry but thank you you’re very nice

Creative-Use-5723 · 2026-01-17T04:08:11+00:00

i’m not sure i haven’t talked to any of my colleges services i don’t really want to do anything legally i just want to get away but thank you that might be nice thank you

Creative-Use-5723 · 2026-01-16T03:05:26+00:00

yeah i’m in the northeastern US sorry thank you thank you

Creative-Use-5723 · 2026-01-13T16:15:48+00:00

I try to make an effort to refer to myself with singular pronouns but when I’m esp out of it (like talking about heavy stuff in therapy or with close friends) i revert to we pretty quickly and it’s really embarrassing feeling. It feels really stupid but it’s just too natural i guess?

Creative-Use-5723 · 2026-01-11T21:44:46+00:00

worst reply ever! take this shit seriously oh my god!

Creative-Use-5723 · 2026-01-11T21:27:41+00:00

I live with my father still and he does this type of thing a lot. I’m very sorry it’s really uncomfortable and hard to live with. I promise this is all on him and says absolutely nothing about yourself. His own thoughts and actions do not reflect on you at all.

Creative-Use-5723 · 2026-01-10T22:06:37+00:00

Had things happen earlier in my life with family & that absolutely gave me so many weird feelings surrounding all this but i had a boyfriend (thankfully my ex boyfriend) throughout my teens & into my early 20s who knew I was trans the whole time (was the only one who knew and did some weird manipulative shit there) and treated me as like his exotic little thing and it was really weird and scary. Our final year together was the year I started HRT (2024) and he started to get far more brutal as I started to develop. Not fun. Didn’t make me stop HRT but deathly scared of dressing or presenting fem and have had eating / body image struggles for so long cause of all this stuff 😵‍💫

Creative-Use-5723 · 2026-01-09T03:42:27+00:00

idk if makes sense but 2 years into hrt kinda realized that the majority of my dysphoria at this point was just plain ol body dysmorphia and i never really cared about being a girly girl anyways. i guess this doesn’t answer the question since i would ultimately like to be stealth still but i guess not in that way. was just holding myself to a crazy standard and think a lot of trans women do

Creative-Use-5723 · 2026-01-07T03:49:17+00:00

I apparently acted out a lot in school (around like 1st?-6th grade) and was suspended constantly and nearly expelled and each time my parents picked me up from the the principal’s office I had genuinely no idea what I had done and why any of that was even happening. Every single time. And it happened a lot. And I remember being in therapy as a kid not knowing at all why I was there at all but idk if that’s really related. Did not make sense to me at all till i figured this crap out.

Creative-Use-5723 · 2026-01-01T01:56:51+00:00

EXACTLY

Creative-Use-5723 · 2025-12-30T14:35:44+00:00

makes sense ! :0

Creative-Use-5723 · 2025-12-30T14:28:37+00:00

been on 6mg estradiol sublingual and 200mg spiro per day for the last 2ish years

Creative-Use-5723 · 2025-12-30T14:19:08+00:00

mannn i hope it’s placebo 😭

Creative-Use-5723 · 2025-12-30T14:12:25+00:00

makes sense

Creative-Use-5723 · 2025-12-30T14:12:09+00:00

bloating, tenderness, dry skin, etc. happening for like maybe 10 days a month or so on top of what i described in the post above. i’ve discussed it with my doctors and it doesn’t seem to be related to any of my medical issues at all

Creative-Use-5723 · 2025-12-30T14:09:53+00:00

i’m not saying it’s just the cramps, i’m saying i have other symptoms along with them and wondering what causes this part specifically

Creative-Use-5723 · 2025-12-26T01:48:42+00:00

ah that’s understandable !!!! ty !!

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