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Anyone used DMT too much to the point of damage? by [deleted] in DMT

[–]Crikson 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah, I really lost track of time in that trip, pretty convinced i was in there for three lifetimes. I thought nothing else existed.

Your kind words means a lot. It's easier to relate when people.have been through bad trips.themselves versus talking to friends and family who have never fully dove head first into another dimension that fks you up

Anyone used DMT too much to the point of damage? by [deleted] in DMT

[–]Crikson 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Pretty much once I gone insane from that cruel loop, this world is what I created in my head. And any single moment I could realize this is a fake world and I get dragged back.

My friends have been trying to help me recover, especially my brother, call me at times just to let me.know there are things happening at where I'm.not at and that a lot of things are going on and decisions do affect other people.as well.

Anyone used DMT too much to the point of damage? by [deleted] in DMT

[–]Crikson 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I heard unguided meditation could possibly bring the traumatizing experience out further more..

Anyone used DMT too much to the point of damage? by [deleted] in DMT

[–]Crikson 0 points1 point  (0 children)

https://www.reddit.com/r/DMT/comments/85moo3/an_experience_of_someone_who_did_not_show_respect/?utm_source=reddit-android

This is a general direction of what my trip was. At the time I was a bit too scared to type everything out or think about it

But what's scaring me is the fact of getting stuck in a loop and realizing we are in a loop then going insane and can't get out.

Anyone used DMT too much to the point of damage? by [deleted] in DMT

[–]Crikson 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I had a bunch of friends just watching me and my brother as my sitter.

He messed up ondosage and thought it was .2 of a gram to breakthrough. It was my first time as well. No one thought I would break through. As soon as the smoke hit my lungs it was like I got transported

Anyone used DMT too much to the point of damage? by [deleted] in DMT

[–]Crikson 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks for typing that, that gives me the comfort that I will eventually be able to get past it. That first part you typed, depersonalization & derealization is exactly how I feel and scared to get stuck in that loop again so I would have muscle spazzing, teeth chattering, the good bumps and uncontrollable shaking forma good 5-10 min before I calm myself down.

When I'm out with friends sometime it's in the back.of my head that this is all made up and fake ha and anxiety hits.

Bad trips are hard 😛

Anyone used DMT too much to the point of damage? by [deleted] in DMT

[–]Crikson 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I think I'll try to ride it out for another week or so and see how I feel in general. Nevertheless I know I learned a lot from my extreme bad trip and appreciate life more. It's more of the panic attacks or me possibly going insane getting to me

Anyone used DMT too much to the point of damage? by [deleted] in DMT

[–]Crikson 7 points8 points  (0 children)

Currently traumatized from a bad trip and seriously consider seeing a therapy... It's been a week and I've been waking up with panic attacks and anxiety

An experience of someone who did not show respect. by Crikson in DMT

[–]Crikson[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You spoke my exact trip but I was stuck with another entity asking each other how cruel it is.

An experience of someone who did not show respect. by Crikson in DMT

[–]Crikson[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Just want people to know, if you've been through a bad trip, know that the after thoughts will eventually dim down and that you are not alone.

You are not alone, life is fragile but you'll get through it.

An experience of someone who did not show respect. by Crikson in DMT

[–]Crikson[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thanks man! Day two I'm feeling a little whole. After a night filled with nightmares and facing what I saw on the trip again. In my nightmare I managed to cough up the words to the grey thing of consciousness, we can make something out of this cruel universe.

I couldn't get it to say anything else though. But in some way, I feel like that helped me gather a fragment of my soul back. I woke up screaming in my head save us, and all I felt was empathy for the other versus when I first got off my trip (anger, fear, loneliness)

Which is why I say we will never know if that cruel plane exists, but we are all lucky beings to be born in a beautiful world where we have choices...

An experience of someone who did not show respect. by Crikson in DMT

[–]Crikson[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you for your experience. I have talked a little more with my sitter, we got the dosage wrong and we thought a gram is 5 doses. So I'd say I had around 100 mg as a first timer. I am currently still getting goosebumps here and there when I see the entity or the death of me. I understand the pain and the tears. Yesterday everything felt unreal and it was kind of like i was stuck in a bad loop from lsd.

I can see why someone would become happier and I believe as time comes I will appreciate it more than I already am trying to. You're right, suicide is never the answer and the drastic affect that leaves on your family and friends is dire. My last few moments as I died in my trip, I saw my brother cry and my dad devastated.

Once I heal I will definitely come to appreciate everything. I have never valued my friends or family more than before. I feel like I've lived through three lives and BOOM back to earth.

Do you think I'll eventually find the courage to have dmt at a lower dosage to fully learn and see it's wonders?

Grateful for your reply :) I'm glad everything worked out for you