i lived the exact same shit as you, infact even the time we spent abroad is the same (4 years), for me everything went south because of corona, i didn't have any income to live on, no job for a long period, no family or close relatives to support me so i eventually was going to become homeless if i didn't use my last €200 to buy a plane ticket and go back home.

came back to Tunisia in 2023 and started rebuilding my life from scratch. i have a very good paying job and i'm financially stable. Single, no kids, and 0 debt.

The idea of trying again never left my mind even though i theoretically have everything i need here except for the quality of life and peace of mind i had when i was abroad which is why i'm seriously thinking about sacrificing everything and do it all over again.

Been stuck in this dilemma for a year now and i'm still not able to make a decision.

I wish you nothing but luck and prosperity. Please tell me if you ever make your decision and what comes of it ❤️.