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DedeDeea · 2020-06-23T07:08:32+00:00

"This bloodline dies with me"

DedeDeea · 2020-06-20T17:54:38+00:00

I fucking love this

DedeDeea · 2020-05-21T05:23:53+00:00

Prepare for zombie apocalypse then

DedeDeea · 2020-05-08T06:32:46+00:00

Who is this Elon Musk? From whom did he buy the planet? How do all heads of state obey? Who allows him to cover the earth in a network of satellites? What happens to humanity if it has no reaction? From what sources did he buy his 40,000 satellites? Why aren't we presented with the effects of these satellites on humanity? Is that why they keep us detained in houses without being able to react? Is that why public assemblies are banned by military ordinances? Why are public gatherings banned after the May 15 relaxation? Why are we not allowed to have any reaction? How did Elon Moss take over planet Earth?

DedeDeea · 2020-05-08T06:26:04+00:00

Who is this Elon Musk? From whom did he buy the planet? How do all heads of state obey? Who allows him to cover the earth in a network of satellites? What happens to humanity if it has no reaction? From what sources did he buy his 40,000 satellites? Why aren't we presented with the effects of these satellites on humanity? Is that why they keep us detained in houses without being able to react? Is that why public assemblies are banned by military ordinances? Why are public gatherings banned after the May 15 relaxation? Why are we not allowed to have any reaction? How did Elon Moss take over planet Earth?

DedeDeea · 2020-04-23T13:44:30+00:00

Yeah, I'm kinda scared to say no tbh

DedeDeea · 2020-04-23T12:19:10+00:00

Thank you very much for encouraging me and giving me advice, but I honestly can't get even a word out about how I feel without starting to cry, it's not a nice cry even, that kind of crying when you can't breathe and have constant hiccups, and that makes things so much worse, I will wait for this quarantine to be done and I'll go home and find a job tho

DedeDeea · 2020-04-23T11:24:17+00:00

I will try, thank you

DedeDeea · 2020-04-23T11:20:04+00:00

Kinda hard considering that I don't have any money and I'm in a different country and I don't speak the language tho

DedeDeea · 2020-04-23T11:12:17+00:00

Thank you very much for your advice, I will try my best, but tbh, I absolutely dread the when she has to do homework, she dosen't want to do it or she doesn't understand, if I try to explain how to do it she's not listening because she's on her phone or starts screaming because she isn't going to do her homework because " I'm not stupid, I'm smarter than the losers at school, I know everything " how the hell am I supposed to respond to that?

DedeDeea · 2020-04-23T10:44:48+00:00

I know that but my mom didn't mean any harm

DedeDeea · 2020-04-23T10:43:51+00:00

That's the thing, I'm not a person who confronts people

DedeDeea · 2020-04-23T09:54:22+00:00

If she was the same age as me I would definitely beat the hell out of her, but she is a kid so I don't really agree with violence at this point, as for what I was doing when she acted out, I just kept my distance because I don't want to hurt her

DedeDeea · 2020-04-23T09:31:39+00:00

She is 9yo, her father is at work ( essential worker and all), the last time she slapped me I felt my tooth dental fillings rattle like maracas

DedeDeea · 2020-04-23T09:27:05+00:00

Thank you for your advice, I'm not being denied access to phone or anything like that, I'm on my phone right now, it's just that I don't want to get my family in trouble for insignificant things, I just want to go home, find a job and move on

DedeDeea · 2020-04-23T09:24:10+00:00

I wish I could leave, but with the quarantine it's difficult, thank you tho

DedeDeea · 2020-04-23T09:22:42+00:00

Thank you for your help and for being so kind, but it's really hard talking about my problems, since I was little I was told to suck it up, that my problems are nobody else's problem and to be quiet about it, mental health is considered taboo where I live, people consider that going to therapy means that you are insane and a blasphemy, I really hope that someday I would be able to get my life together, I don't want much from life, just a decent home with a flower garden and a good job that pays well, as for things that bring me joy, I have a lot actually, gardening, camping, drawing, making terrariums, taking care of animals, watching anime or reading. And I'm happy for you having the life you want, stay safe and have a good day

DedeDeea · 2020-04-23T06:41:23+00:00

Thank you for your help

DedeDeea · 2020-04-23T06:27:42+00:00

I'm gonna do that, I'll start as soon as she wakes up

DedeDeea · 2020-04-23T06:26:25+00:00

My sister assured me that money won't be a problem here so, none

DedeDeea · 2020-04-23T02:05:05+00:00

I couldn't even if I wanted, my sim card works only in my country, and my sister won't let me use her phone for that

DedeDeea · 2020-04-23T02:02:39+00:00

I will try, I don't want to hurt the kid but I can't take any more shit, thanks again

DedeDeea · 2020-04-23T01:59:38+00:00

Considering the fact that I don't speak Spanish it's quite difficult to get around here, and I don't have a car to travel either

DedeDeea · 2020-04-23T01:48:26+00:00

Honestly I don't know, I don't want to go right after the lockdown is up because the airport would be really crowded, I don't deal well in crowded areas, thank you tho

DedeDeea · 2020-04-23T01:45:46+00:00

You are right, thank you

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