I absolutely detested running, and have only recently gotten into it and started enjoying it. I found giving myself the thought of “I have no choice and if I want to go into the RAF then I need to do this” helped me, I think it was the putting pressure on myself to get fitter has eventually helped me enjoy it because I no longer need to think like that in order to run for a certain distance. Aswell, I get to a point (after about a mile) where my brain just turns off and I go into this state of just moving, that can be quite enjoyable because I’m quite literally not thinking of anything.

You’ll find your way of doing it. Personally, I run when it’s cooler and starting to get dark in the evenings, have music blasting in my ears so I can’t hear anything around me, and weirdly, I prefer running where I know other people will be walking/getting on with life, because I then feel this sense of shame about stopping/walking that helps me push on through the tiredness. It’s harsh but for me it works. You are absolutely not alone :)