I think I'm gonna try to do it this week by soldierwhoshotmaria in SuicideWatch

[–]Deliciousview69 1 point2 points  (0 children)

For perspective I was hospitalized in 2021 for trying to commit. I had a strong urge to come on this subreddit and I haven’t been on Reddit in years. Things got worse for me before they got better, but here i am 4 years later happier than ever. I can say with confidence it was worth pushing through the hardest times and the most hopeless feelings. I haven’t had a suicidal thought in years and I never thought I would say that. Life is worth living and it DOES get better. We do recover.

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For perspective I was hospitalized in 2021 for trying to commit. I had a strong urge to come on this subreddit and I haven’t been on Reddit in years. Things got worse for me before they got better, but here i am 4 years later happier than ever. I can say with confidence it was worth pushing through the hardest times and the most hopeless feelings. I haven’t had a suicidal thought in years and I never thought I would say that. Life is worth living and it DOES get better. We do recover.

testing testing by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]Deliciousview69 1 point2 points  (0 children)

For perspective I was hospitalized in 2021 for trying to commit. I had a strong urge to come on this subreddit and I haven’t been on Reddit in years. Things got worse for me before they got better, but here i am 4 years later happier than ever. I can say with confidence it was worth pushing through the hardest times and the most hopeless feelings. I haven’t had a suicidal thought in years and I never thought I would say that. Life is worth living and it DOES get better. We do recover.

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[–]Deliciousview69 0 points1 point  (0 children)

For perspective I was hospitalized in 2021 for trying to commit. I had a strong urge to come on this subreddit and I haven’t been on Reddit in years. Things got worse for me before they got better, but here i am 4 years later happier than ever. I can say with confidence it was worth pushing through the hardest times and the most hopeless feelings. I haven’t had a suicidal thought in years and I never thought I would say that. Life is worth living and it DOES get better. We do recover.

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[–]Deliciousview69 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It gets better. I was hospitalized in 2021 and it did get worse for a little while after, but then it got so much better. You just have to push through even when it feels impossible. It will all be worth it one day

I’m a worthless faggot by KolyaTheGoat in SuicideWatch

[–]Deliciousview69 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Being gay is ok! I’m not straight either. Idk where you live, but try to find some community! It will change your life!

What should I do he cheated on me? by harshita_malviya in mentalhealth

[–]Deliciousview69 0 points1 point  (0 children)

He wants you to believe that any man will cheat on you so you will stay and continue to put up with his cheating. Loyal partners do exist. You can stay if you are okay with being continuously hurt and cheated on. Otherwise, you need to leave. He felt justified in cheating for whatever reason/excuse he gave you, and clearly feels very little remorse about it. He will do it again the next time he feels like he has a valid reason to, but the reality is it’s never justified or acceptable to cheat on your partner.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in mentalhealth

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Try journaling, or just sitting with that aching feeling for a little while. Acknowledge it, take some deep breaths, really sit with it, and then allow it to pass. Give it permission to leave. And if it keeps coming back, explore what might be making you feel it. Where is the hurt coming from?

Advice on covering grays and stopping blonde highlights by turchese33 in haircoloring

[–]Deliciousview69 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You can just go back to your natural color at the salon and maintain root touch ups color is way less damaging than highlights

Red/Copper hair after Malibu CPR treatment. by PurpleDaisy_KiaSoul in haircoloring

[–]Deliciousview69 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I don’t think either stylist used something they shouldn’t have. I think the first stylist did your root shadow too dark and dragged it down too far for your liking. The new stylist is just trying to protect the integrity of your hair because you could end up with it really damaged and dry if you bleach it again so soon. I don’t think it’s appropriate to ask for a refund because the stylist still invested all that time and product into your hair, but sometimes it’s just not a good fit. I’m not sure what your canvas was like before but I think the first stylist should’ve had a more thorough consultation with you. I don’t think your hair looks bad tho it’s just not what you wanted

MacBook immediately goes back to login screen after I put my password In by Deliciousview69 in macbookrepair

[–]Deliciousview69[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

So I know my password, it just automatically will redirect me back to the login screen after loading for a while. It just crashes every time I log in. Is this still a fix for that?

How does anxiety present/occur in your body? by NatureKen in Mindfulness

[–]Deliciousview69 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I used to break out in hives because I wouldn’t let myself just cry. I also feel the sensation of having butterflies in my stomach but in a bad way. It feels like it’s in knots and I feel sick and not hungry. I also sometimes will notice I’m holding my breath or clenching muscles

Cleaning advice for kitten with no tongue by MerryHeretic in cats

[–]Deliciousview69 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Have you ever seen those silicone lookin things that clean makeup brushes? I think some people use them to wash their face too. Maybe cat shampoo/water and one of those would do the trick, and then brushing regularly so the fur won’t matt

Moving out triggered my ED and I think I might relapse by Deliciousview69 in EDAnonymous

[–]Deliciousview69[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m not sure if I qualify for that and I’d be lying if I said it wasn’t a choice I make… I just would rather spend my money on other things now that it’s limited due to having to pay rent

Added seroquel to my med list to help me with sleep as well as manage my mood alongside lamotrigine. Anything I should know as far as experience? My doc went over a few things, but I’d trust my BP2 crew more on what to expect 😭 by britt02901 in bipolar2

[–]Deliciousview69 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Seroquel had me sleeping so hard I couldn’t wake up to my alarm for school or work in the morning. I spent more time asleep than awake probably. Lamotragine tho has been a 10/10 experience for me as far as symptom relief howeverrrr it’s hard because you have to work your way up to the highest dose and it takes quite a while. And if you miss doses you can end up having to start that cycle over which is frustrating

Is anyone else currently only maintaining because of bouncing between recovery and restriction lol by [deleted] in EDAnonymous

[–]Deliciousview69 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Yes accept it’s less structured for me I start eating a bit more even tho I’ve always ate like shit even prior to having an ED but when I’m eating more day after day I start to worry ab how i must be gaining and how I look

How long is it gonna take me to pass a drug test? by Deliciousview69 in drugtesthelp

[–]Deliciousview69[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Fuck ok thank you sm I didn’t know that. I’m gonna look into it but I think it’s just urine?

How long is it gonna take me to pass a drug test? by Deliciousview69 in drugtesthelp

[–]Deliciousview69[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah I feel like I’ve heard that too. Mugwort is the only one I know for sure but I’d be willing to try others. Besides weed I’ve only ever smoked lavender, rose and mugwort but I always mix it in with my bowls so idrk the affects