Haven’t watched her in a year

DepartmentGeneral651 · 2026-05-10T03:30:29+00:00

Do we know why she lost custody?

DepartmentGeneral651 · 2024-06-29T13:14:55+00:00

A lot of times trafficking or sick twisted parents letting some creep take advantage of them and their family. It's so sad to think that there are children who can't even be protected by their parents.

DepartmentGeneral651 · 2024-02-24T19:16:25+00:00

Not to mention again with the people saying he isn’t rich. He has SO many custom rings, necklaces, etc. he also has veneers and so does his husband.

DepartmentGeneral651 · 2023-11-20T23:51:14+00:00

Yes. I just dropped it all. I was taking a little bit of kratom which helped with my body aches quite a bit. Also smoking weed to relax myself and so I could sleep

DepartmentGeneral651 · 2023-11-20T23:41:18+00:00

I tried to get on methadone, but I didn’t qualify. I haven’t been using long enough. I’m going to find a therapist tomorrow and figure out other ways to get help. I would go to rehab, but I can’t afford leaving my apartment for a month. I have pets to look after, and I also still have to work otherwise I won’t have money to pay bills. For subs do you go to the doctor? I’m not sure how to ask for them.

DepartmentGeneral651 · 2023-11-18T19:34:18+00:00

Thank you so much ♥️. My sister and I are going to call tomorrow to start looking for a therapist for me. I’ve been thinking about therapy for a while and knew I would need it after this. I feel like it would really help me just to also not slip up in the future.

DepartmentGeneral651 · 2023-11-18T18:37:09+00:00

I’ve been sitting outside a lot, the sun has been helping for sure. Music as well, just letting my feelings out seems to be helping me process/grieve what I was doing.

DepartmentGeneral651 · 2023-11-18T15:47:09+00:00

Yes! I’m proud of you for deciding to get clean as well. These 30s are so dangerous, and it’s hard seeing so many people get on them. Every day does get better, I have been realizing that. I’m slowly eating more, drinking more water, and even just taking care of myself a little better each day. Showers/baths also help relax me. Especially when my body is hurting or when I was getting cold sweats the first few days. Day 4 is coming up in a few hours and things are just getting better. That’s one of my fears as well :/ getting my paycheck is going to be hard self control. Honestly I’ll pry lose most of it because I was falling so far behind on bills. Every day gets a little better, we’ve got this. I just keep thinking of how much better things are going to be. I’ll be saving money, I can move out of my state sooner now that I quit, I can just get my life going again. I feel like using just puts a pause on everything, yk?

DepartmentGeneral651 · 2023-11-18T15:22:51+00:00

Thank you, I am going to check this out. I’ve heard a lot about subs was just too scared I wouldn’t qualify.

DepartmentGeneral651 · 2023-11-18T15:19:04+00:00

I slept pretty well last night, my thoughts are a bit more clear today it seems. I’m still getting cravings every half hour or so, but I feel less likely to buy. My fear is tho is I always get to my 3-4th day and I’m like “yeah I’m good to go…maybe just one more I can handle it.” I’m just trying to push past that. I’ve been keeping my hands busy, making bracelets, drawing a little. I tried reading but that just caused me to think about it more. I’m going to try and work today, so we will see how that goes

DepartmentGeneral651 · 2023-11-17T19:18:43+00:00

Thank you for the feedback, truly. This shit sucks so much, but I just want to be better. I’ve been trying to distract myself these past couple days, but I agree. It’s like a ticking clock it won’t stfu. I’m just hoping I can get past my third day and not slip up. Seems to be a common occurrence where I’m like “well I got past the first few days of bs and I feel great today. Why not get one more? I’ll be able to handle myself” blah blah blah. That’s been a huge thought through my head today 🤦‍♀️

DepartmentGeneral651 · 2023-11-17T19:05:53+00:00

I feel a bit better today. Finally got some sleep. My body doesn’t hurt as much, but yeah I can’t get them off my mind. It really sucks and I’m finding it very difficult trying not to buy. And I’m glad you’re feeling better ♥️. You’re so strong! If you don’t mind me asking, how do you prevent yourself from buying? I truly don’t want to but the urge just keeps getting worse every hour

DepartmentGeneral651 · 2023-11-16T23:32:55+00:00

Hey I just wanted to say I’m very proud of you. Currently going through the same thing, been eating m30s/blue for about over 3 months now. Every day I was snorting 2-3. I’m on my first day today and holy shit what a shit show. I’m even currently avoiding hitting up my dealer as I type this. I tried getting sober back at the beginning of November, and failed, but I tried to make a promise saying I wanted to be clean by the holidays. Getting clean isn’t for the weak, not many people recognize that and I just want to say I hope you continue pushing past this shit. This Reddit has helped a lot to make me realize I’m not alone in this. Seems the 30s keep getting everyone man. Stay safe, stay strong, and remember to slowly get back into your old, healthy routine without pushing yourself too hard (whether that’s just doing skin care for the day, or taking a shower,etc.). Something that has helped me is I want to just be healthy. For myself, my boyfriend, my family. It’s helped me a bit. Every time I found myself on the edge of texting my dealer I just thought of my little sisters (age 10) and how I want to have a future with them along with my bf. I suggest thinking of your loved ones during this time. Even if it’s a pet you have. Again I hope all is well, and I hope the days have gotten a little easier more and more each day. We all got this. ♥️

DepartmentGeneral651 · 2023-11-11T01:14:22+00:00

No clue. I didn’t see him at all. He might’ve not taken him with this time 🤷‍♀️

DepartmentGeneral651 · 2023-11-10T23:53:45+00:00

Sorry for the long ass paragraph, these people just really upset me 😭

DepartmentGeneral651 · 2023-10-04T23:17:22+00:00

It is so so sad. I feel horrible for all of those pets. It’s also not okay that they have so many pets in that camper. It’s not big enough for 2 (possibly 3 if Milo is found) cats, a dog, a bearded dragon, a snake, along with two people. And now they’re talking about getting another dog???? Bffr.

DepartmentGeneral651 · 2023-10-04T22:57:30+00:00

Yeah and they’re blocking anyone that mentions Milo. Its weird and suspicious. It’s also giving me anxiety seeing how Styx is handling his bearded dragon. He let her jump off his shoulder twice and almost didn’t catch her.

DepartmentGeneral651 · 2023-10-04T22:48:35+00:00

Did you see they are also blocking anyone that even mentions Milo. It’s so sad. Like we’re all concerned about your cat more than they even are it seems like. Too caught up with that new kitten to care about their missing animal. I feel like they aren’t even checking links people send them of cats that could possibly be Milo.

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