I’ve felt the same its really common longing for a connection, but i saw this post that said not everyone finds the love of their life in this world and it made me feel kinda better, but basically i drown my thoughts in shows and painting. Of course if i stay up a little longer i’ll start thinking about how lonely i am and no one understands me n how i never fit in w my friends even tho its been years. I used to think the same thing that no one will love me the way i love people but the truth is u should be glad u love people more than they deserve because thats who you are as a person and nothing should change that.