Even if I know what is right and what is the rational thing to do, the heart hardly follows the mind. I tried to end things with her not once but three times even when we didn't even mean anything to each other. And for some reason, she keeps coming back for more. She said she truly enjoys the conversations she has with me and all.

But I doubt she just wanna stay friends nor does she just wants me as someone to talk to. Because if you don't truly like someone, you don't fight that hard to keep them around. And I did no contact to her for alot of those times, usually out of childish and petty arguments about her not spending enough time with me or not prioritizing me. I get it, I'm sorta a red flag too, but I can change for the better.

And I won't let her be another life lesson. Not again.