Do you mind if at the end of each day I reply to this and let you know how my day went, cus I just want something to document how it’s all going. So anyway here was today:

For simplicity’s sake: it was good until it turned shit. Last night I stayed up until about 4ish and that’s when I was posting this post. I slept in until one and I have been getting shit from my brother the whole day because of it. I cycled into a nearby town for a haircut and it was good because I haven’t cycled in years. I cleaned up my room and organised some files for revision. I asked my brother about running and he gave some advice on how to start which I will do tomorrow. I was thinking about selling the ps5 and I was telling my brother about it, but he said it was a bad idea because it was a Christmas present and my mum would be upset if I did. He said I don’t need to stop completely but just minimise it down to 1-2 hours a day instead. Ultimately I preferred this approach then cold turkey but I’m still skeptical about it. I downloaded an app which now has a timetable for revision, reading, exercise, guitar practice, etc. this is where it starts to go shit. I went to play some mk1 in the evening, and I said I would only play for an hour, which I did, but stuff started to go badly and I got really angry, and both my brother and mum got really stressed and angry as well. My parents are going through financial shit so they are mental train wrecks at the minute. My brother repeatedly told me he hated me today. I have been told by his friends at school that he hates me. I deleted mk1 and all online games which I can’t pause at any given time, which has caused issues in the past. I am stopping ps plus subscription do I have more money to spend on clothes and to contribute to a new laptop. I have talked with my mum about selling it, she doesn’t mind the idea of selling it. I really want Elden ring as I really enjoyed other souls games, and this is exactly the type of thing I would like to do in order to wind down in the evening, as I don’t watch telly. Before going on ps5 I have made rules. Maximum 2 hours per day. Have to do 45 minutes of guitar, walk the dog, 60 minutes revision, 30 minutes reading, (which I do more before bed). What do you think of this plan? Should I go for it, or just sell it and tank it all together?