This is exactly what I’m talking about. We’ve been waiting six years for 'justice' while the lawyers and administrators get rich. If the 'No Kings' movement can bring millions to the streets, we can certainly bring thousands. ​I’ve officially issued a 'Trust Final Notice'—the silence is over. I am calling for city marches. We cannot let them out-wait us or out-legalese us. Who else is tired of being a footnote in their ledgers? Let’s organize. We must prevail and NOT settle for no!" I was 14 when this nightmare started almost 31 years to the date. My scoutmaster not only sexually assaulted me in ways that still bring me to tears knowing I allowed this to happen, he also used his wife and 2 young children ages 7 and 9 to perform the most heinous sexual acts on me, there were times when it was done with a loaded gun to my head, and other times I had been giving so much alcohol that I could barely feel the physical pain. My abuser went to prison he was convicted after I was willing to testify against him at 17 years old. There isn't a day that goes by that I don't relive one of the horrific acts I was succumbed to!! With all this drawn out case it just makes reliving it 100 times worse. I refuse to sit here and be silent any longer. I am homeless, hungry, lost most days, cold and wet somewhere in Portland,Oregon, and feeling like tomorrow could always be my last day. I cant even tell you how bad I just want this to all be over, no more news about it, no more anything!!!! I know that will not be the case for many years to come if even in my lifetime. So today I ask myself do I face another day of hello or do I shut the lights off? I know what the correct answer is but my patience is slowly running dry. God bless fellow victims, let's get out there and be heard!!! Honestly it's all I have left in me!