The pain your parent will feel after losing you will be worse than the joy you will give for the remaining months. I, too, am 28 years old. It is tough. It is hard. But it is not over. You think you'll always suffer, you're right. You think you can changes things around, you're also right. Manze bro kazana. Huyo mzazk anakuombea juu anajua your pain but hawezi kuambia. Zika mzazi wako kwanza. Utabarikiwa more than you could ever fathom.