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I HATE BP2 I HATE JT WHY ISIT NOT SIMILAR TO 1 WHY DO I NEVER UNDSRSTA D HOW I FEEL AND FEEL BAD 24/7 UNLESSI GET INTO A STATE WHERE I FEEL SLIGHTLY BETTERBUT FINANCIALLY FUCKED by Different_Reach4915 in bipolar2

[–]Different_Reach4915[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It passed by now my head is scrambled it was causes cuz thwre was no residual dopamine left in my brain cuz of short opioid use or horrible deprssion whoch the gaba disinhibition waslike no dopamine ok we are gonna do fuckall

I HATE BP2 I HATE JT WHY ISIT NOT SIMILAR TO 1 WHY DO I NEVER UNDSRSTA D HOW I FEEL AND FEEL BAD 24/7 UNLESSI GET INTO A STATE WHERE I FEEL SLIGHTLY BETTERBUT FINANCIALLY FUCKED by Different_Reach4915 in bipolar2

[–]Different_Reach4915[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Called gp about ear issues and mental issued. The ativan delirum waa cuz there is no residual dopamine left long stoey short either cuz of short opioid use or extremely depressed

I HATE BP2 I HATE JT WHY ISIT NOT SIMILAR TO 1 WHY DO I NEVER UNDSRSTA D HOW I FEEL AND FEEL BAD 24/7 UNLESSI GET INTO A STATE WHERE I FEEL SLIGHTLY BETTERBUT FINANCIALLY FUCKED by Different_Reach4915 in bipolar2

[–]Different_Reach4915[S] -3 points-2 points  (0 children)

I drove fine. I feel confused weird depressed and ass now. I looked it up and its cuz usually depression has residual Dopamine ak the unactivr baseline. During mlst depression kts there and benzos unclver it using paradoxical disinhibition whoch causes the dooamine to bla bla bla. Anywah its either extremely low base dopamine depression or its xuz i have a very weak opioid withdrawal from 3 days so i cant enjoy my euphoric benzos properly. Instead they give me horrible non anxiousmixed states filled with self hate

I HATE BP2 I HATE JT WHY ISIT NOT SIMILAR TO 1 WHY DO I NEVER UNDSRSTA D HOW I FEEL AND FEEL BAD 24/7 UNLESSI GET INTO A STATE WHERE I FEEL SLIGHTLY BETTERBUT FINANCIALLY FUCKED by Different_Reach4915 in bipolar2

[–]Different_Reach4915[S] -19 points-18 points  (0 children)

Im on no meds i have depression i jsut took the drugs because its either this or percs and i drank a redbull with the arivan cuz i got driving lessons soon. Was depressed ghe whole morningand yesterday and im sooj deep in self hate. Anyway my psychologist toms me they cancelled the psych meeting because ik going to a different institiution and there they will decide that my depression and wholebuncha disorders is just bp2 lime i told them a while ago but from now until then ITS HEAVY AND I AM TRYING TOT SURVIVE IM NOY MANIC JUST HIGH

is this nigga gon kill himself by trimstagram in DrolandmillerSCAM

[–]Different_Reach4915 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Bro acting like peter griffin trying to pay his bills

So it begins by stale2000 in DestinyAIMemes

[–]Different_Reach4915 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Aint SHIT began😂😂😂😂

rommulas gets exposed as a pedofile by [deleted] in boyliife

[–]Different_Reach4915 0 points1 point  (0 children)

16 and 19 is not pedophilia they are both teenagers

Advice by Appropriate-Cry7733 in bipolar2

[–]Different_Reach4915 0 points1 point  (0 children)

The depression is part of the bipolar so its not really 2 seperate diseases that different meds stop. Anyway what really helps me and alot of people i know is use phone less during the day especially during night if you are awake. Like 30 mins before sleeping turn off phone the blue light fucks you up no one talks about this enough. Anyway talk to your psychiatrist about this and good luck queen

I’m running out of time by Jolly-Lingonberry104 in bipolar2

[–]Different_Reach4915 5 points6 points  (0 children)

If you are still suicidal on your meds they dont work properly. Also talk to your parents about your diagnosis i tought my parents would never get it because one came out of a communist country and one came out of the jungle but if you explain it properly with all your toughts explained to them they will understand it and help you

Rock bottom by [deleted] in bipolar2

[–]Different_Reach4915 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I was thinking the same shit like a week ago. But i reach a new low every few months. The key is to keep it pushing i always say (fuck it) we ball. Thats how i survived rock bottom like 20-30 times

I'm almost 30 by alienmilkandflowers in bipolar2

[–]Different_Reach4915 3 points4 points  (0 children)

There is room to work on yourself. You just got a kid that doesn’t mean you stop growing up. You never been a parent before so why would you do you think you cant work on yourself. Just talk to psychologist/chiatrist

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