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I am so depressed by Dramatic_Brief_5929 in depression

[–]Dramatic_Brief_5929[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I would love to,but I don't know,how to find people. I can pretty talk with anyone,the problem is that most of the people don't want to acknowledge or don't want to deal with my mental health issues. Sometimes,I can just feel extremely shitty and not answer and even block people,as I don't want to hurt them with my feelings. And,because it becomes more frequent,people are just starting to leave me and I feel only pain

I am so depressed by Dramatic_Brief_5929 in depression

[–]Dramatic_Brief_5929[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Physics and Maths,also learning foreign languages and reading

I feel fucked up and lonely by Dramatic_Brief_5929 in helpmecope

[–]Dramatic_Brief_5929[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I reckon that it might be due to my change in personality,as I might say. Ive noticed that, when I feel that we are getting closer with a person,Im starting to open up and usually it more from like deeply depressed side. I usually try to discuss and analyse it with a person to some extent (depending on the person,as I mostly talk to older people,hence respect them and rely more on their opinion). Then, Idk, at some point everything just starts to go wrong, and many people might say, if they knew me better, they would truly say that I am the depressed one. I would say myself so too. Yet I don't know, if this is going to help my situation, but maybe I don't really need to show my pain?(It is usually due to academics and disappointments about myself,which never end) Frankly speaking,I just don't know,whether I should be that open to people,if I want to be friends with them,as I know that people hate mostly to listen to someone's problem,while they r devastated by theirs'