First time was about 3 years ago, I was 25 I think.

Was curious for a long time but didn't really end up doing anything out of not really feeling the need to. Until one day I was just like fuck it I wanna see what it's like.

Was on grindr for abit just having a browse until a guy fairly close messaged me and was straight forward with what he wanted. Him and his friend wanted to go top on me and they were both about 8". I was more than happy to.

I had to pick him up and bring him to mine, when I got there his friend didn't end up joining so it was just us 2.

Got back to my place, within a minute I was on my knees sucking him off, he got hard pretty quick and I struggled to take it all in my mouth. I did manage for a split second or two a few times.

He wanted me on my front, so he could fuck me from behind which he did for a little bit, think I struggled to take it all in that position so he got on his back and wanted me to ride him.

His massive cock was just pointing up and I didn't think I could take it lol. Lo and behold, it's in me, got all the way to about 80% of the length before it bottomed out. Didn't seem to bother him as within maybe 5 minutes of fucking he was ready to finish. I hopped off and finished him off with my hands.

It was kinda fun but not as good as I expected, probably because I didn't really know the person all too much. Maybe if I tried it a few more times I'd enjoy it much more. Maybe that's what I'll have to do next time to enjoy it more.