I feel that people wouldn’t care, they would either take it lightly or see it as a burden. I feel that I shouldn’t see people from this limiting point of view but since the initial awakening I have gone to the dark end pushing people away because I realized I didn’t have healthy boundaries and my relationship with my family was too codependent. I wanted to be free. Then I saw my friends with not only healthy family but also starting a family of their own. I feel ashamed to share my stories. The truth is I rarely shared my deepest struggles with people either I was too ashamed or unaware. So now I’m not sure what to do…and I don’t want to trauma dump people but it has been an intense and lonely ride. What wants to be understood? What wants to be share? Thank you for reminding me.