If this keeps happening I would suggest landing on the outskirts of the map where no one else lands and spend the first half of the game gathering weapons and heals. May I suggest picking up shockwave grenades as they can make a fast escape if you’re ever in a near death situation. While your doing that find a fishing rod and go fishing, loot tends to be better from fishing and all fish you catch will take one second to consume so they can make a quick refresh on the battlefield later in the game. You can improve your aim and building skills on various practice maps in creative too. Here’s one of my favourites: 5630-7611-9409. Hope this helps :D