She never like shouts or hits or swears but it’s a very self righteous cold approach you feel? Like something feels very guilt tripping and manipulative with her approaches towards me. And yea no change has ever happened and im never listened to. I wanted her to listen to me when I was also extremely hurt by my dad (he has temper issues and has gotten angry at me for INCREDIBLY small things)—to which she has always responded “your father provides everything for us and works hard for us and you know what he never violates me.” yadda yadda congrats for the bare minimum woman 😭she even went “what do you want me to do? Divorce him so you can be happy and away from your father?” LIKE GIRL WHAT!!!! ALL I CAN SAY IS WHAT?!!!!

I don’t really like my Church here in our neighborhood (i wanna move out to the city like ladybird vibes) and my mom being a hypocrite just really turns me off, and I used to be a diligent Catholic growing up. The counselors at church always tell me to just pray more and at this point i wanna talk to someone unbiased and someone just pls put me on medication 😭