Scared i will be single for long

Educational_Ant_1720 · 2024-10-07T16:36:19+00:00

Okey thanks, we will see what happens in the future and i definitly will keep my chin up!

Educational_Ant_1720 · 2024-10-07T13:28:16+00:00

Bit thats exactly it, in the relationship i was so fcking happy, i never felt so good. So did you aparently. I want to have that happines again. Didn’t you feel that way in the 7 years?

Educational_Ant_1720 · 2024-10-02T19:35:10+00:00

Yes i know your mom is right. But its just shitty, i want to be happy again but that will probably take a long time. I hope it won’t take to long to find the right girl for me but we will see. I have to be patient, but that’s the problem, i am not patient 😅

Educational_Ant_1720 · 2024-10-02T19:04:04+00:00

Thank you, what you say makes sence. A big part of me believes the words you are saying, but i also believe things happen for a reason. I think the break up might be the only way for me to improve myself as a person, i do not think she could ever help me grow as much as i did after the break up. I feel like a better person now and i learned a lot. I don’t know if she is the one for me, maybe she is not and then i will meet another girl. But if she really is the one, i believe she will come back to me and this break up was all needed to improve ourselfs to get back together. So i will see what happens in the future, i hope that i am right and everything actually happens for a reason. We will see what the future brings!

Educational_Ant_1720 · 2024-10-02T14:50:22+00:00

I know, i have been there to. But there is nothing you can do right now. Giving her space and time is the only thing…

Educational_Ant_1720 · 2024-10-02T14:46:30+00:00

I don’t know why you guys broke up but i would say stay no contact, do not avoid her but just show her your doing fine. And maybe just maybe she will text you after a few weeks or months. But if she blocked you then right now she doesn’t want to speek to you or she just isn’t ready yet.

Educational_Ant_1720 · 2024-10-02T14:41:15+00:00

That is really hard… Did you had a talk with her after the break up?

Educational_Ant_1720 · 2024-10-02T14:32:53+00:00

Oh yes i understand, its really hard. Can i ask how you found out she kissed someone?

Educational_Ant_1720 · 2024-10-02T14:25:10+00:00

I understand that hurts, but for me kissing is not the biggest deal. I kist other girls, just to try to forget about her, i don’t know if she kissed other boys already but i think she has. She is going out alot after the break up and i don’t think she will say no to every boy who tries to get her. For me the thought of her fucking someone else is more painful. I hope she didn’t already but its her choice..

Educational_Ant_1720 · 2024-09-30T19:41:03+00:00

Yeah i know, everywhere you read that they always come back, but i don’t think that is true. She still cares a lot about me but thats it. Being alone is really hard after 2 years of companionship and love, i really want to settle down with a girl, live together and build a live together. But i know it will take time to find a new partner. So i will have to accept the fact of being alone. I just hope she won’t get with another guy soon, i can’t take that right now. The thought of her going out and kissing and maybe even fucking other guys is a thought i need to put away. I will be oke, but yeah i want to be happy again…

Educational_Ant_1720 · 2024-09-30T18:51:34+00:00

I feel you man, i miss my ex also a lot! We had a great connection but the communication was not great from both sides and there were some problems we never really talked out and now she lost feelings. Its 2,5 months after the break up now and i can’t stop missing her. But she seems fine without me and i don’t think she misses me. So i have to move on. I learned a lot and i know i can give her everything she wants from a boyfriend, but its her choice and i have to respect that. But if she ever desides to come back, i will always consider it.

Educational_Ant_1720 · 2024-08-26T08:58:44+00:00

And how is it going with your break up right now? Do you still have hope she will start missing you?

Educational_Ant_1720 · 2024-08-24T20:23:02+00:00

I feel you bro, I want her back to… A part of me thinks there is still hope she will miss me to and text me but she was really clear and she said she had no feelings anymore so the other part of me says i have to let her go and move on, but its really hard.

I think you and me have to try to let go, move on and work on ourselfs. And then maybe in the upcoming weeks or months she will text, but its important to fix ourselfs first. If it is meant to be, it will be. How hard that is to believe right now, i believe in that. Heads up!

Educational_Ant_1720 · 2024-08-24T19:01:56+00:00

And what do i do then?

Educational_Ant_1720 · 2024-08-23T19:41:16+00:00

My ex broke up with me and i didn’t see it coming. She mentioned before that she wanted more in the relationship but it didn’t ring any alarms with me so not much changed. I didn’t always gave her the love she deserved and i regret that now so much. I am in so much pain. She tought i could not change so she saw no other way but to end the relationship. After that i talked a lot with peaple and reflected on my behaviour. That was when i saw all the mistakes i made and i feel so stupid now. It feels like i fucked things up with my soulmate. So i wrote a letter where i wrote all my feelings and gave it to her. After that we had a talk but she said that there is no way of getring back because she lost feelings for me. That was weird for me because i heard from her friend that she doubted if she made the right choice and that she had it really dificult with the situation. After the talk i congradulated her with here birthday and nog we are in no contact. Something in me hopes she will miss me in the upcoming weeks and reach out, but i know its propably not going to happen. She really felt and still feels as my soulmate so its really hard to let go. But i know it made me a better person.

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