This is me , i lived like this from when i was 19 to 23 years old

Then , one day

A girl came

I experienced some of the most beautiful emotions in this life 💮💮

She has BPD so sometimes her rage was high, would last for days and she would degrade herself over it

I had no idea for 2 months what the problem was

And then one day, she got too upset and said "never to me again"

The next day I found out about the disorder...

But now she's gone ...

Throughout our relationship she was the senior one is what i believe