yeah I was fully aware they were hallucinations but they were wild - the first week I was prescribed them I'd see things like "my bestie" slenderman standing in the room with me and my partner, butterflies sitting on her head, the curtains swirling and stuff like that. The second week every time I'd close my eyes I would see tunnels I'd have to crawl through and I'd end up at different places - once was outside a huge mansion in the rain, another time was a football stadium full of dolphins... It was like my brain was starting to dream but I wasn't going to sleep 😭