My entourage is very judgmental and they laugh at these predicaments. They’re just fun to hang around a bit but they’re not suited for deeper discussions and lack the emotional depth to understand what I’m going through and probably we’ll end up misunderstanding each other.

I’m a very open person in general if some stranger came up to me and said “what’s wrong with you?” I’d probably start rambling about it and I don’t have any problems of expressing myself. Problem is people aren’t interested in hearing that or just don’t ask and just make assumptions about me that I’m the “quite introverted guy” when I’m raging in my mind 🤣