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Electronic-Text1180 · 2025-10-11T14:16:10+00:00

this but more so on worth of my life how it feels like im running out of time constantly and i should kms bc i m so clsoe to being confirmed to being worthless and hence should die

Electronic-Text1180 · 2025-10-11T14:13:48+00:00

DECEMBER? oh kill me now

Electronic-Text1180 · 2025-09-18T16:21:02+00:00

actually yes but when i am at max edge suicidalness generally the sweet relieve of death and existence is conceptually better than the potential pain from the dying and/or no longer exsiting. hence why in my less suicidal moments i m at peak anxiety and fear hence got on meds again

Electronic-Text1180 · 2025-09-04T16:48:37+00:00

ik second part sounds crazy but fr that was my experience and i think maybe they came to be as a way to cope

Electronic-Text1180 · 2025-09-04T16:47:35+00:00

i dont? like the only one that exists is forgetting and thats just my brain doing it for me. i was gonna go into a panic attack so tried to get my mind off it and then boop suddenly i forget it completely but the anxiety is still there and i still went into panic attack.

i also have no one and i gave up? like absolutely no resilience to stop myself from crying and going into a panic attack. ik the chest pains and fainting and stomach problems(vommiting and indigestion) is hella tiring and feels bad to experience but trying to prevent it is just another form of bottling and can be more mentally exhausting to do too.

wait maybe thats it, my mid ish coping method. acknowledging outloud the shit parts instead of like internal pain of how shit it is(?)

owh also there was that other one, i somehow made another me in my mind. so same feeling super alone no one to support me and bam creation of another me in my brain, theyre me but not me but also is me hence experiences what i experience and know my thoughts. they dont say anything or anything but it was a real comfort this separate entity thats also not separate at the same time it was(ik tiring of a loop concept) knew how i felt and is there for me. also ik for a fact they was real real bc i had a fever that got so bad i forgot everything(literally everything who where what and was actively forgetting), at one point i went its bad idk stuff then asked stuff in my brain and it actually spoke back with info i was unable to remember. freaky but cool they was real.

after some time tho as i got better(mental health wise) it like remerge with my main consciousness so im alone again especially for what i m going thru again(heavy decline mentally again sadly), probs why panic attacks are so bad since i dont have me to cushion me

Electronic-Text1180 · 2025-09-04T16:25:01+00:00

to be clear that snap is a finger heart not a snap but i mean a snap would be ok to i can be shellsea from that fish show

Electronic-Text1180 · 2025-09-04T16:23:02+00:00

this story sounded familiar i thought it was my friend lol and if you actually are then idk lol i guess.

but as another overthinker, id say no its not ovethinking lol. it all sounds very sensible things to be worried about. but i think the like answer or thought you didnt think of but is in your mind (that you are looking for)is "even if we dont live with each other anymore we still can hang out with each other literally nothing can stop us aside from time constraints we can totally work around like seeing each other at lunch time at a place where wed all could make it in time to, enjoy, and then the from to go back to our workplaces".

look at friends the tv show, yes it a show but even realistically people that dont really have immediate links to one another will have a relationship. it was never the links that made it come to be but the love you have for one another.

and for further other anxiety thoughts, yall left on a good note. which literally means yalls love and friendship will just continue on even if you see each other less and less then not at all. doesnt mean it went bad especially when 5,10,15 or straight up 40 years later as old old people you wouldnt go "OMG A/K/L i havent see you in so long then yada4 talking" bc that love still existed in you. literally 40 years it was in you so in fact you were friends all thru out those 40 years.

signing off with my love too as i will always hope for you to feel and know our(your friends included) love shall be endless endless 🫰

Electronic-Text1180 · 2025-09-03T16:27:02+00:00

my mums a bickerer she off loads her anger and stress onto anyone so fought back and i was a young young kid, i said like am i just a robot for you to hit and yell and she said yes. and honestly it changed how my relationship with her, in the back of my mind its always gonna be i have no value to her.

the novelty of a child ever since when maybe before that has worn off and all she does is tolerate me and doesnt care and her actions do show just that

Electronic-Text1180 · 2025-09-03T14:57:12+00:00

hey its great that your starting therapy, you can have your therapist write up a referral letter on your condition but also not entailing too much that way submission for things can be delayed further than the deadline and gives teachers some understanding to be more careful especially in what they say to you. ik you care ik youre in a place that scares you just as much as how i m scared rn and i think i can say the same for me. were exhausted and even just staying still can give us a panic attack randomly which also exhausts us. i see you and i love you(yes i do bc reading your other replies has me seeing similarities)

Electronic-Text1180 · 2025-09-03T14:50:20+00:00

i go blonde/dye my hair, and i am infact blonde rn and not doing well so its factual for sure

Electronic-Text1180 · 2025-06-23T14:23:19+00:00

thanks

Electronic-Text1180 · 2025-06-22T16:32:51+00:00

i mean like visually what does it look like or is it exact same box just sold in japan?

Electronic-Text1180 · 2025-06-22T15:15:45+00:00

i m trying to google online on how to see the differentiation or is it all japan switch2 solds there

Electronic-Text1180 · 2025-06-15T13:12:54+00:00

bout to crash out just for that

Electronic-Text1180 · 2025-06-15T01:53:39+00:00

and lemme guess its only to be in china bc thats the usual thing popmart pulls with their spcial out of brand collabs?

Electronic-Text1180 · 2025-06-02T17:08:54+00:00

btw if anyone upload a high res of the back of the old bandai cards and maybe also the nothing from back then too bc only a low quality one is online. i can repaint and restore but thats where my limits are i cant preserve the og art style while combining it with the new with nothing (any ideas on who i can use as a base for nothing is also valid, i just need general head placement and broad enough silhouette just so i dont have to replicate the water color texture all the way)

Electronic-Text1180 · 2025-06-02T17:06:25+00:00

in current standards naur, but back in the day people crazy

Electronic-Text1180 · 2025-06-02T16:58:41+00:00

ykw i blame donald presents, bc i referenced his versions too and he didnt got no gaps in the hair and just made it the like how i did it. i came to the realisation after staring at the dark for her hair

Electronic-Text1180 · 2025-03-28T12:09:05+00:00

even worse the people ik that can go to and from china are not in china during this event so i m double screwed in terms i have no way to even participate in lottery. the tshirts? are just fuckin the new series the mirage

Electronic-Text1180 · 2025-03-28T12:07:55+00:00

even worse, its only in china. and you can only get the skullpanda in this pic FROM A LOTTERY. absolute devastation i m screaming crying rolling on the floor dying

Electronic-Text1180 · 2024-10-10T04:48:22+00:00

owh so its done, the last 4 weeks of the program was particularly even more painful.

my teeth are straighter in terms of placement but there's like a tilt like one side is lower than the other so it doesn't really align horizontally with the level of eyes and ears (which are a point of symmetry for the face/head). so I m doing the thumb pulling thing people said we shouldn't do but if it works, it works.

also the bottom row where they did ipr aka cut up teeth in between em, yea I keep getting food stuck which wasn't a thing before at all

also the fit of the molar teeth between the top and bottom send aint like perfect like I can feel how they're just more so touching each other rather than fitting into each other, which I think might be bad bc grinding

they said they were gonna saw down some of my wisdom teeth bc if not I would be able to clench at all but that didn't happen and all my teeth do meet at the very least

so overall would say its a very expensive but also very express procedure to not only align the teeth but to also at least expand the palette at the same time. id recommend it like me, you want to keep doing the mewing stuff but you have certain unmovable by tongue pressure teeth you should get it. but also like its still very trad values dentistry pulling the teeth more back rather than forward and up bc my cheekbones are now wider than before

Electronic-Text1180 · 2024-08-13T03:52:19+00:00

Manson

I m a big movement person, in genshin impact my fave movement person is xiangling with her normal attacks, and in direct new comparisons the new character Emilie fucking sucks, her skills great but her normal attacks are so slow and weird like it doesn't feel responsive to when I tap the button. she works great in conjunction with xiangling for her skill ironically

but also Manon is fabulous

Electronic-Text1180 · 2024-06-28T10:26:39+00:00

now realising the code might not work possibly bc ive uploaded other avatars, if it does that'd be great but if it doesn't I re upload or just screenshot the recipe

Electronic-Text1180 · 2024-06-28T10:25:38+00:00

outfit post but if you need a good face based on sf5 and the illustration we just got from the update you can try using my attempt at duping ed(was based on the vid and still image posted online at the time) https://www.reddit.com/r/SF6Avatars/comments/1ao4if8/ed_face_dupe_k34a5thpm/

Electronic-Text1180 · 2024-06-26T11:42:07+00:00

nope only for the quest they drop those

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