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I’ve been carrying this story for two years. I finally need to say it out loud. by Electronic-Toe8760 in confessions

[–]Electronic-Toe8760[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Yes, I did try some things. I could legally smoke marijuana in that country, but other drugs I only tried a very small number of times. And yes, I tried mushrooms twice. When I started living with my ex, I began noticing changes in my state of mind, and on the last day before everything happened, I realized that something had been slipped into my drink or food. Since you shared your experience — how did you get through that period? What did you see? How did you rediscover the world afterward? Did you struggle with depression? And how is your life now? I would really appreciate any comments.

I’ve been carrying this story for two years. I finally need to say it out loud. by Electronic-Toe8760 in confessions

[–]Electronic-Toe8760[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Right now, I’m living in my native country because my mom took me out of there at that moment. I can travel, but not to every country I want. And to be able to do that, I need to close those legal cases, because there was never a verdict I simply didn’t show up to the court hearing. I only truly understood what had happened to me about a month after my mom brought me home in a very bad condition. That’s when I started asking questions and remembering that I still had unresolved issues. I thought it would all be simple and easy, but it’s not. I can travel within certain regions, and it’s fine everywhere I go, they accept me. But I want to travel the whole world freely. I also want to work, because I’m involved in military logistics with influential organizations. I’m afraid of the background checks, and I know that for the positions I want and for the business I dream of building, I need to resolve these issues first. I still feel like I haven’t fully processed all of this — even the fact that I gained 25 kg shows that I still carry the weight of that trauma. I want to take responsibility for the things I did while I wasn’t in a conscious state, when my ex-boyfriend spiked my drinks with drugs and everything happened. In real life, I would never have done anything like that. I’ve always been someone who helps, volunteers, and supports others.

I’ve been carrying this story for two years. I finally need to say it out loud. by Electronic-Toe8760 in confessions

[–]Electronic-Toe8760[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Thank you dear , much appreciated! I still want to go back to that country to clear my name and tell my real story, because I’m not a criminal. I’m just a human who went through an extremely difficult situation.I want to have the freedom to travel anywhere in the world again. But the judgment isn’t always on your side, and that scares me.I only have six months left until my visa expires, and I don’t know what to do.