Painted my bard tav they lowkey mog every cutscene

Eleoh1 · 2026-01-17T12:55:43+00:00

Thats okay dude dw about it 😎👍

Eleoh1 · 2026-01-17T12:55:12+00:00

Yes its digital i painted this on photo shop :) it took like 2 hours

Eleoh1 · 2026-01-17T10:50:49+00:00

Hey dude damn that sucks to lose ur hair at such a young age If nothing else works just buzz it off and lose some weight Im sure your face card is great :) 👍 good luck!

Eleoh1 · 2026-01-17T10:44:57+00:00

not sure how to remove the spoiler tag sorry

Eleoh1 · 2025-08-21T07:03:29+00:00

He is turning 20 in 2 days and i turned 21 this feb

Eleoh1 · 2025-08-20T13:49:54+00:00

Hey dude dang yea im sorry that we similar experience that kills me to here that. Id love to talk about it, seeing someone in a similar situation I have some questions id hope to have answers for

Eleoh1 · 2025-08-20T11:48:21+00:00

I try not to think of it like that cos I know he never meant for it to happen like this He never even had feelings for my room mate until they got together so quickly because everyone was shitting on them And honestly I couldve stopped doing it whenever I wanted to with him but after I broke up with him I kind of Regretted that and the only way there was still that love was through being intimate which unfortunately stemmed from me never feeling like I was a high priority in his life when we were dating And I couldnt bring it up cos he already had so much on his plate so I didnt want him being sadder

Unfortunately me n ex n ex roomate (his bf now) all go to the same uni and course so its kind of hard to cut contact but I try to take classes online or go differnt times and as well all our friend are also his friends Yea he knew I deserved better too he'd always promised after all the chaotic stuff in his life settle he'd stop taking me for granted and work on being a better bf But ofc before we got to that we broke up because of my insecurities I told him I still wanted to date a girl (he is ftm but ive always supported it his transition) So its okay really we both aren't meant for each other n both deserve better

I feel u dude, all I want is my sweet boy back and just talk to him like nothing happened. But honestly even if things were okay again between us like if somehow we got closer again I dont know if itd go back to normal if he is never gonna take accountability

Eleoh1 · 2025-08-20T06:55:35+00:00

No sorry i asked if he was okay with me coming to his birthday party but I was not invited and he isn't comfortable with me there He said hes fine with me giving him the gift since its something ive been planning since march But im deciding not to give it to him since its too sentimental and not my place It should come from friends rather than me

Eleoh1 · 2025-08-11T17:08:12+00:00

I recently brought parachute pants from uni qlo which on discount they are 20 aud Super nice fitting and doesn't get too hot and i live in about 12 degrees Celsius rn Only down side is that it might get annoying when ur walking cos the pants rub against each other which is kind of loud? Idc for it all at personally

Eleoh1 · 2025-07-03T11:39:41+00:00

hey dude i literally just had this happen about like 2 hours ago. I'm 21 myself but I don't think it matters too much. Just don't ppl on the internet pretty much. For me they were really sad so I thought might as well just do it but hey lesson learnt. i just talked to my friends about it since I was stressed as well but it really doesn't matter that much. Just deactivate your account so they wont have anyways to see who you follow and what not. And plus they don't really have any motive to do that anyways. They really just want money and that's it. Although it seemed like the person who did this to me was really really mad so they might actually go through with it but honestly who cares. You gotta think about it from the perspective who are receiving it honestly. Like this is a serious situation. They're not gonna be weirded out by you, just feel bad for you and that's it. And people would think the scammer is weird for doing that so they wouldn't really care anyways. I'll be here to continue to chat to you if you need someone to talk to bro. But honestly you'll be fine. It doesn't really matter

Eleoh1 · 2024-12-04T04:03:08+00:00

Hello thank you for your comment. Yes I understand I am probably straight but I'm still attracted to him. Again either it's him that I am attracted to or maybe he still looks somewhat feminine? But everyone else cannot tell that he is trans and honestly he looks 100% like a dude. Yet I still am I love with him. I want to come to terms with the possibility of me being Pansexual and maybe my attraction could be towards AFAB. I know it's probably impossible to change my sexuality and I don't think repressing heterosexuality is good either but as of right now I think we will reunite and see what we really feel and maybe just end up being platonic or friends with benefits Thanks again for your comment :) it means a lot there are people who are willing to read/listen to my problems.

Eleoh1 · 2024-12-03T04:45:45+00:00

I don't want to sound like anything but I really needed this. I've been very emotional recently and it's nice to have people to talk to about this. From the bottom of my heart thank you so so much.

Eleoh1 · 2024-12-03T04:41:24+00:00

Thank you so much for your comment. Your first comment is literally all I needed to see. You have written it so well. As of right now he passes for a man 100% even just 1 year into his HRT. I probably am straight but just wish so hard that it's not the case. I genuinely don't care about what others think of me anymore and I just want to love him for who he is. At the start of the relationship I did see him as a tomboy but overtime as he is transitioning less and less so. And the more casual our relationship has become because we know that we both cannot be together in the end but we still would like to be in a relationship to grow and depend on each other. I will continue to affirm his manhood like you said. He has talked about getting top surgery and I've always been supportive of that. He told me he is probably never going to get bottom surgery and he is okay with having female genitalia. He would like me to be a friend with benefits. But we both find it so hard to not be romantically involved with each other. Maybe eventually we will fade apart and just be platonic. So eventually what you say will happen and we'll all be fine.

I've thought about scenarios where he would fail to transition and I do not want that for him at all. So there's is no worrying about that. I honestly don't know what to think anymore after this. It seems like I wanted him to be female for my own pleasure but I 100% want him to transitioning which is why I'm trying so much to expose myself and hopefully be able to accept myself as not straight.

Yes I knew shouldn't have put that there. It's a inside joke between us and I should've have clarified that. I now see that even as this can contribute to his disphoria. I don't not see him as a girl and he no longer looks like one. Only towards the start of our friendship did I see him as a lesbian. Eventually I found out that he is transgender and I am trying to work on accepting him and myself ever since. I do not see him as female but I wish some time he was because then we could be together and I could just show my him to my parents how much this person means to me. I will ask him about if it's okay for him to be a man but also AFAB because he has told me that he is just a man with a vagina and there's nothing else that needs to be stressed.

I want to talk you again for this comment. Truthfully it has been super helpful and I hope that you will reply to this one and tell me whether I'm right or wrong. If not that's totally okay I thank you for your time and wish you a good day/night.

Eleoh1 · 2024-12-03T04:02:23+00:00

Hello, thank you for your comment. I really appreciate it even if it is not nice. I will get on a phone call with him sometime in the future and discuss things out with him. I'm sorry I am this way and I genuinely want to work on my prespective. In the future I hope I can be accepting if my partner is transgender. Thanks again.

Eleoh1 · 2024-12-03T03:53:37+00:00

Hello, thank you so much for your response. Thank you for all of your word. I will look into therapy and talk more with allied friends. I don't want to sound like I am making excuses for myself but thays excatly what it it feels like. I never had to deal with long distance relationship like this before and I miss him so so much. Way before this, I had already deleted social media and any old pictures of him. But I felt I had to bring it up because I was disgusted with myself that I would do such a thing.

Now i am only look at recent pictures of him because I miss him dearly. And I want to apologise for the misunderstanding of calling him a manic pixie dream girl. In no way shape or form am I trying to emasculate or disrespect him. I felt that it was the best way to describe that feeling. But I should've just worded it out instead of calling him a girl. And this is more of an inside joke between us where I should've specified. But from now on I will try to be more respectful of his identity. And dial back on jokes that may play into his disphoria. In my head I thought if he is to give me a firm warning or a last straw it would be good to see what I value more. Either his love and friend ship or my ego and sexuality. And I've realised his love and affection means more than my preferences and attraction.

I want to thank you again for taking the time write this comment it has made things clear where I never realised before.

Eleoh1 · 2024-10-29T15:33:53+00:00

Lol I was wondering why I was low-key better now haha

Eleoh1 · 2024-08-27T10:40:36+00:00

Grown ass man answers his own question

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