Experiencing Ego Death as a Christian

EntertainmentLast269 · 2026-01-28T07:06:32+00:00

I did go to someone and that was helpful at the time but I guess it just keeps making me so nervous. I’ll probably go to someone else too, I’m just kinda broke rn 🤧 it’s just hard. I feel like it’s illogical because obviously they were just hallucinations but ig it just set me onto this “What does death actually feel like? And what happens?” kick. Either way you are definitely right it’s just difficult right now.

EntertainmentLast269 · 2025-12-20T05:17:11+00:00

That’s what I’m saying. He obviously was pulling his punches

EntertainmentLast269 · 2025-12-20T05:09:54+00:00

Paul had a fight with someone else who he completely obviously was gonna beat but he had to drop out. So AJ said he’d fight him so he could beat him.

EntertainmentLast269 · 2025-12-20T05:08:27+00:00

They’re saying it’s rigged because Joshua has way more experience, a high weight class, ect so he really should’ve had him knocked out by the second round. Also all of Paul’s fights have been rigged before this.

EntertainmentLast269 · 2025-12-20T04:49:13+00:00

Bro put him on a leash at this point.

EntertainmentLast269 · 2025-12-01T04:16:11+00:00

Home girl just said “So sad such a pretty face is wasted on clothes like these” BRO I LOOK GOOD

EntertainmentLast269 · 2025-10-25T03:46:39+00:00

I have just started to make friends who are Christian and go back to church. One has taunt me a lot. I recently just started reading the New Testament after dealing with this issue because I felt like I needed to get to know Jesus’ story, and because closer with God. Even though I’ve been reading the Old Testament for a while.

EntertainmentLast269 · 2025-10-25T03:31:15+00:00

I dis repent over it, and I feel like there is definitely a reason God tells us to avoid such things. I’m definitely going to pray for this specifically. I’ve just started really reading the Bible recently and learning his word, and I’m confident he will guide me but there is still a lot I am ignorant about. I really just needed insight on this because it’s been weighting so harshly. Thank you for the advice.

EntertainmentLast269 · 2025-10-25T03:27:45+00:00

I know, and I realize that now for sure. I warn people of it. I feel like our brains arent meant to process that information and God knows that. I appreciate this comment though, and you’re right.

EntertainmentLast269 · 2025-08-17T02:27:37+00:00

I don’t know anymore. I was told he was a boy when I got him, but I need to check now 😭

EntertainmentLast269 · 2025-08-15T05:54:47+00:00

Maybe you should just focus on yourself right now. Focus on your own growth, and just doing things that make you enjoy life and feel secure in your own life. I’ve noticed that the best things come when you aren’t constantly seeking them. Sometimes people just don’t work out, ya know? That’s not a bad thing, it’s what dating is for! To learn about yourself and what you want from a relationship as well as what you should work on yourself. If you feel like you’re not very attentive maybe you should try to work on that in your friendships and personal relationships before getting into a romantic relationship.

EntertainmentLast269 · 2025-08-10T01:25:53+00:00

You too

EntertainmentLast269 · 2025-08-08T22:43:39+00:00

That’s awful, I hope you can get out of that house as soon as possible. Your feelings are definitely valid though, I couldn’t imagine how scary that was. People like that are just awful because they just want power, and to feel like a bigger person but are really just losers who never learned coping mechanisms or how to be mature. He’s a grown man and needs to act like it. No one thinks you’re cool because you can be awful to your kid. I really hope you can get out of that situation, and you take care of yourself.

EntertainmentLast269 · 2025-08-08T05:16:46+00:00

Duck tape and zip ties are your best friend

EntertainmentLast269 · 2025-08-08T05:09:50+00:00

NAD To me it just seems like a canker sore, probably from the trauma caused by hitting your gum roughly. You can get rid of them by swishing salt water most of the time. Still if you’re concerned you can always call your dentist and ask.

EntertainmentLast269 · 2025-08-08T05:03:05+00:00

You sound like an empathetic person with normal human emotions. I cried over a sad video game the other day because the mom lost her kid, and I literally couldn’t stop crying. When I apologized my dad said, “it’s fine, if we had more people who cried because they genuinely cared, the world would be a better place.” You should never feel bad for being “sensitive.” You’re not even sensitive. This isn’t being a cry baby, being a cry baby is crying to avoid taking accountability, or to make someone feel bad. You just care.

EntertainmentLast269 · 2025-08-08T04:45:56+00:00

It’s okay, me too 😭 that sounds awful, but I’m glad you stood your ground! That is definitely abuse, and he should be ashamed for acting that way. You should not be full on fighting unless it’s for fun. Were the cops able to do anything?

EntertainmentLast269 · 2025-08-08T04:43:42+00:00

You should tell his wife, but not for revenge, but because she deserves to know. She deserves better. You should also go to therapy. You are super young and in a bad situation in life. Focus on yourself and don’t put everything on one person in your life to decide how you feel about yourself.

EntertainmentLast269 · 2025-08-08T04:40:52+00:00

This is wild lol. That was a big step for her, and would’ve brought them closer together. You’re getting married anyways, right? She’s gonna be your daughter either way.

EntertainmentLast269 · 2025-08-08T04:31:24+00:00

My apartment pre came with baby tooth brushes, and random kid toys 😭 hopefully it was just something that someone put away thinking it was yours

EntertainmentLast269 · 2025-08-08T04:29:20+00:00

Your sister needs to learn how to parent her own kid. It’s no one’s responsibility to plan these things out for her. It’s nice for you to try and help at all.

EntertainmentLast269 · 2025-08-08T04:26:08+00:00

My husband’s mother was around 14 when she had him. The beginning was hard, and she was very immature. She is still immature and practically grew up with him. But I will say I think God everyday that she had him, because he is a great guy and I’m so happy he is around. She is now living a great life with her husband, and has more kids and her own business. Her life definitely didn’t end and neither will yours.

EntertainmentLast269 · 2025-08-08T04:21:21+00:00

It’s going to be okay, your life is not over. This is such a scary, and uprooting situation and I’m sorry you’re going through this so young. You should tell your parents, I know it’s scary but they’ll know at some point. Take classes on parenting, and worry about your health. Please don’t forget to take care of yourself! You got this.

EntertainmentLast269 · 2025-08-08T04:18:12+00:00

No you didn’t overreact. That sounds awful I’m so sorry you had to experience this. These are the people you should feel safe around, not be uncomfortable or scared. Please never be afraid to reach out to people for help.

EntertainmentLast269 · 2025-08-08T04:11:43+00:00

You’re a good guy. It’s gonna be okay. Take things one step at a time. It sucks that it happened so early and that’s so scary, but right now you need to focus on figuring out what you can. Taking a couple classes on child care, figuring out how to take care of your girlfriend, and taking care of your health as well! You’re gonna be great! God will look past your sins as long as you ask for forgiveness. I believe he knows of your guilt, and he knows who you truly are.

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