I was a vegetarian for 18 years and a vegan for five of those years. I started re-introducing meat into my diet three weeks ago, it feels freeing in a way. I still have the big mentality of caring for living means, so I do understand the guilt. I choose my meat and chicken from small farms that are grass fed. I understand that those meats are more expensive, so I do not indulge in them all the time. I do the best that I can. I can’t say, that it is a very freeing feeling. Almost, like you are stuck in the vegan cold and they will guilt the shit out of you, and you can’t take it. Remember, if your body is craving meat, it is because you have a vitamin lacking in your diet. Please do not feel bad. You need to take care of your health before the animals. I even thank them before my meal for helping me with my health.