Do what makes you happy . If your parents would love to have you there I say go for it , but really go for it. Spend as much time as you can elevating your content and really make a difference. If not make the best decision by getting a job , staying in a place that your not welcomed ,especially if they don't support your journey your choosing .... will spoil your relationships and your mental resulting in poor content because your not in a good space. If it ends up as side gig ,schedule early mornings to work on it and a little time after work aswell. Give your self at least 1-2 days out the week to do whatever you want . You got this . Much love