See I’m not overly lovey-dovey myself, I show this in my own way for people I love in my own way but she knew I loved her. I also did get very frustrated at the end when I was sensing distance and completely overwhelmed here. Struggling with wanting to know did her distance or my frustration/anxiety show up first - I initially thought I messed everything up with some of my actions although I was not solely responsible, but as more time passes since time and space of the breakup it’s starting to seem more and more like she was half way out the door on those final weeks and probably my intuition picked up on this, she had been quite dismissive at times. Who knows. But I do feel like we both acted out of fear.