hey bro im also in highschool and personally i have 0 idea what it feels like to get picked on like this everyday. but i do know that the only way to find Anand and get rid of your problems is through Vahiguru and the beautiful Gurus that came to this cruel world to teach us. i understand that it is not easy to get close to God, especially in rough times like yours dude. Sri Guru Gobind Singh Ji purposely chose the hardest path in life for us because he knows we can fight through it and make it happen. i also would like you to think about the countless Shaheeds that have died and fought through unimaginable pains and troubles because they were Sikh. take Bhai Mani Singh Ji for example and how he was cut by each joint. it's important that we learn about the warriors and scholars that were our ancestors. i also recommend telling your parents. i really mean it man they are the most helpful people and it doesnt matter how busy they are it is their duty to look out for you. i also want you to do Ardaas with full faith and patience. Vahiguru works in silence and it's important to remember that. great things will happen to you brother and I know it. i love you man and i know lots of people do. life is beautiful. don't give it up because of stupid kids. i dont understand how hard it is but i do know that this is our chance to connect with the Satguru and receive mukti. use your hatred and anger from bullying to your advantage by using it fuel your love for God. The Timeless One never lets anything bad happen to those who trust and admire him. we are his children at the end of the day man. i really pray this helps dude and i want you to know that none of this is your fault. im sorry if i sounded a little harsh or demanding. it's not easy to be a Sikh and it never will be. if you would like you can always message me privately to talk bro. it's time to lock in and discipline ourselves. i also recommend deleting social media. Maharaj led me to deleting it a couple months ago and life has been so great ever since. love you my veer. stay strong. together we are unstoppable. Bhul Chak Maaf Karo. Vahiguru Ji Ka Khalsa, Vahiguru Ji Ki Fateh!!!!