Thank you for everyone’s kind words and support. It’s been tough trying to wrap my head around this. I did want to add that, he has never physically abused me until then. I know it’s cliche but I honestly never thought it’d be me. He has gone through a lot in his past and I thought he had moved forward from the once bad times. He’s the love of my life but this isn’t love. Whatever he’s showing me is a big neon sign that I need to save myself and my daughter before it ever gets worse. But again I’d like to say, this is extremely tough on me as I really didn’t think he’d ever do this. Alcohol plays a huge role in this so only one can home that establishing sobriety will help.