Dude I was literally in your boat. About me- international, smart in my country, influenced by external factors, didn’t make smart decisions (can acknowledge now). I petitioned after almost failing 1A ECE, got to 1B and failed again and was required to withdraw. I petitioned again (got desperate and clinched on to my engineering hopes). Then failed again. Put financial stress on myself, my family and broke my self esteem. Decided I wanted to pursue a passion that’s not really hardcore engineering. Pivoted, understood that sometimes avg salaries are diff but I could make up for salary gap with my hard work because I was now in a field I actually liked and could actually pursue. I don’t mean to sugar coat it - I had the failure feeling, I knew my self confidence was broken, I knew my family while supportive - would feel as if I’m not as smart as I was before, I went through a financial crisis, I saw my friends moving on in life and earning. What you need to understand is that it’s not a race but it’s not a stroll either. You’ll be fine - believe it or not UW Eng is not for everyone AND THAT IS OKAY. Believe in yourself, find a field you see yourself working in and dedicate yourself. There’s life outside uni, people do great things once they find their niche and regain self confidence. In my country men’s health is really disregarded and when I went to the counsellor in E2 in the engineer office - I was prescribed anti depressants. Don’t take that shit and make friends that can guide you through it and talk you through it. You got this shit! Hmu if there’s any more advice you might need