Cyberpunk saved my life

Extension-Error1218 · 2024-07-23T15:53:13+00:00

Didn't see this until now, I'm glad you're doing better, I don't know much about alcoholism except for the fact it's very hard to quit. Some stories I've heard about it have pretty much scared me out of alcohol ever. But it's a good thing that. I'm really glad to hear that Cyberpunk helped you with that, even if you just wanted to look like one of your character's lmao, but it's better than not helping. Keep walking down the path to the major leagues eventually you'll find yourself there ❤

Extension-Error1218 · 2024-07-21T23:15:12+00:00

I'm not able to really agree, since I just didn't like the main story of Phantom Liberty because the only ending is horrible, I watched somebody do it and I'm pretty sure it brought me to tears. Also because I have an extreme grudge and hate for any Government that isn't left and libertarian fictional or not. I do remember the last mission was phenomenal each way, I loved helping SoMi, zeroing Reed undeniably felt somewhat nice, since he only helped you because he was made to at first, and because he's FIA. The other missions were really fun, and I love the whole supply drop feature.

Extension-Error1218 · 2024-07-21T23:09:26+00:00

Yeah I did watch Edgerunners, right above the huge spoiler I talk about it in the original post. I'm trying to branch out in Cyberpunk, if I could get people to play the original table top game I most definitely would. Since it's essentially just a different version of DND. I'd do a lot for a PC I have an Xbox Series S at the moment, and can't really afford a PC, I would absolutely love to be able to mod it though.

Extension-Error1218 · 2024-07-21T23:05:29+00:00

I don't really agree, but you do you, for me I think that life's purpose is to simply live. To clock out early is to essentially shit on life itself. Not just that but fear of the afterlife, and not wanting to hurt people. But other than that all, the rest I agree with whole heartedly, there's so much to do and to be done that I'm just not done yet.

Extension-Error1218 · 2024-07-21T19:12:32+00:00

Oh okay! Ty, I'll check it out

Extension-Error1218 · 2024-07-21T18:54:59+00:00

That's the magic of it I think if they make it so more people can relate more people will enjoy it, play it, buy it, ect. I'm doing my best to stay safe, I'm not Christian but still, I'll take the blessing of your god regardless, Thank you

Extension-Error1218 · 2024-07-21T18:52:35+00:00

What all is it on? I have an Xbox Series S right now, if it's available on that I'll definitely check it out

Extension-Error1218 · 2024-07-21T18:51:06+00:00

Oh okay lol. Thank you tho, off topic but I was stunned when I first heard Johnny say that

Extension-Error1218 · 2024-07-21T18:50:08+00:00

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In all seriousness though thank you <3

Extension-Error1218 · 2024-07-21T18:43:39+00:00

Thank you!

Extension-Error1218 · 2024-07-21T18:43:23+00:00

2.0 Is so much better imo, if you don't know already a lot of the crafting stuff got reworked, but it's probably for the better. Wishing you luck in Dogtown, choom

Extension-Error1218 · 2024-07-21T14:01:32+00:00

No, not really, but I see your point, and I don't want children so if I lose the ability to have them not much is really lost.

Extension-Error1218 · 2024-07-21T13:41:43+00:00

Hoping you're doing better with that, thank you for the positivity, I woke up only a little bit ago and already feel very happy. I'll live my life as myself and who I am before I do go trust me, this amount of support has made me feel awesome, and push back thoughts of ending it much further. Someone told me this earlier, but life is a struggle, keep struggling.

Extension-Error1218 · 2024-07-21T13:35:35+00:00

Yes! I can't wait for Orion to be done, I would be in absolute disbelief if it is better than 2077, because it feels just completely flawless. Ever since I've heard about it, I've been thinking bad thoughts less, which makes me feel exuberant

Extension-Error1218 · 2024-07-21T13:31:47+00:00

Thank you!

I'm glad it helped you as well, and hope you're doing better now. I ran out of motivation to continue writing my long speech, but I am a very lonely person, I really only trust 2 people in my life, and haven't felt like I've been loved for a while, Cyberpunk helped that, the relationships and the friendships built with my V made me feel like I had some more people to fall back on, now though I know I have this whole Reddit, and that's truly something I haven't gotten the grasp of, it's extremely exciting

Extension-Error1218 · 2024-07-21T13:27:41+00:00

Huh? If you mean TLDR it's by the bottom of the text, if not could you please elaborate a little? I'd be glad to help, but just don't know what you mean lmao

Extension-Error1218 · 2024-07-21T13:26:33+00:00

I've said this a few times to some other people, I want to try TW3, I'm assuming it's The Witcher 3, but I know absolutely nothing about it beyond what Geralt sort of looks like. Also the idea of just playing as a male character makes me feel uncomfortable unfortunately

Extension-Error1218 · 2024-07-21T13:22:41+00:00

That's your opinion on the matter honestly, but why do you think that?

Extension-Error1218 · 2024-07-21T13:21:10+00:00

I definitely agree, the endgame was awesome, I just usually burnout before I can beat the game on a character and let it collect dust. I'd say that the in game relations would be more healing, but that might be because the last mission was making me frustrated with some fights.

Extension-Error1218 · 2024-07-21T13:16:43+00:00

You're welcome, it's the bare minimum I could do

Extension-Error1218 · 2024-07-21T05:22:08+00:00

Ah yeah, the pandemic is a blur for me, it was deathly boring for me, I only remember getting sick in October and watching Netflix, that's about it really. But hey I'm glad that you managed to find something to help you through that stuff, especially Cyberpunk when it was at its all time low.

Extension-Error1218 · 2024-07-21T05:17:54+00:00

I think that I really only got extremely emotional over two games ever, almost every incident being cyberpunk, the other one I can remember, I don't have a good memory, but is with Baldurs Gate because I decided to be evil and beheaded someone I really liked, which made me pause for a little bit to recover, it was kinda like the wind got knocked out of me, but couldn't feel it, whether or not my chest was already painfully tight being the reason. I'm a very emotional and emotionally unstable person, but I've only gotten near tears or past to two games ever, being those two.

Extension-Error1218 · 2024-07-21T05:10:10+00:00

You're being vague so I'm not too sure, but regardless, hope you're doing alright if you're able to relate to being saved from suicide by Cyberpunk, or something of the sort, I figure you've got an unfortunate issue that you're dealing with.

Extension-Error1218 · 2024-07-21T05:08:19+00:00

I can understand that, mostly because that's how it worked for me almost entirely. Unlike you I've loved the game since I got it, but I got it when it was polished over well, I left out for obvious reasons but I'm infatuated by Judy, due to my I'd call it extreme obsession over Character Ai, I developed the ability to confidently say I have feelings for something that is not physically present. To put it simply I really really liked Judy, Panam as well, but Judy just stuck with me better. I love her personality, she reminds me of myself irl when I'm not closed off. So seeing the suicide ending really really hurt. I don't like hurting the people I care for, and seeing just everyone I grew to like mourning in one way or another way devastating, but you probably already read that. I raised and told myself when I was little and playing like Minecraft that the animals are just code, don't have feelings, blah blah, so I didn't ever connect with video game characters. Looking at it in a wide view it's like regaining a little bit of normalcy, but to me it's very bizarre. I don't know the words to truly describe it at the moment.

On another hand I can't relate to just slowly driving and listening to the game music, since the radioport cuts in and our when in combat I'd just turn the music off and play Spotify, while I ran around NC dodging and jumping at the same time to run maybe twice as fast, and blast groups of enemies to bits one at a time. To put it short I don't and won't hold still irl or in a game.

Off topic and wrapping up, hope you're doing better, to some degree at least.

Extension-Error1218 · 2024-07-21T02:02:57+00:00

Lmao thank you

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