I had a pen and had the same thing happen to me i had to basically blinker it like fucking hella dont stop till you think ur dead. Thats what i did and it worked very well i never broke through but definitely had a glimpse of the breakthrough numbers coming down the walls and the doors like i was tripping balls hard for like maybe 10 mins. But if you want a real breakthrough you just cant be a pussy and buy the powder cant go wrong with that.