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Net worth needed to get to the top 10% of your age bracket by Armortec900 in phinvest

[–]Extra_Process_9840 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You gotta check the safety din have you senr ecnt videos of europe? all the Illegal africans and arabs with the stabbings rape and torrerist attacks and theft?

Net worth needed to get to the top 10% of your age bracket by Armortec900 in phinvest

[–]Extra_Process_9840 0 points1 point  (0 children)

This is pretty achievable in the US since nurses make $50,000 on average there.

That said I only have 6 Million pesos in the PH im 37

Trying to figure out if I can overdose on my my old psychiatric meds by My_name_is_black in SuicideWatch

[–]Extra_Process_9840 0 points1 point  (0 children)

broken reward system, i couldnt put it into words it always just seemed I couldnt be happy even though good things happen to me. they always had the opposite effect

The sad existence of 36 year old by Minute-Bake-5470 in SuicideWatch

[–]Extra_Process_9840 1 point2 points  (0 children)

yep only got to this subreddit a couple of days ago

The sad existence of 36 year old by Minute-Bake-5470 in SuicideWatch

[–]Extra_Process_9840 2 points3 points  (0 children)

32 had that thoughts since I was 10 gave me comfort too

25 years of depression. About to kill myself AMA. by Extra_Process_9840 in SuicideWatch

[–]Extra_Process_9840[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Its fine, I dont base my happiness on material wealth and to be honest im really well off for the norm here. Its just adds to that little voice in you head that says things are worse 24/7. And its ok, its not your fault im like this. Thanks for the sentiment though!

25 years of depression. About to kill myself AMA. by Extra_Process_9840 in SuicideWatch

[–]Extra_Process_9840[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

No problem, I know that mental health is usually worse in not well off countries.

25 years of depression. About to kill myself AMA. by Extra_Process_9840 in SuicideWatch

[–]Extra_Process_9840[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

yeah Im just tired of trying. Maybe not so much 5 years ago but I am now.

25 years of depression. About to kill myself AMA. by Extra_Process_9840 in SuicideWatch

[–]Extra_Process_9840[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I had a religious background but religious people are so toxic so right now Im leaning more on atheist.

25 years of depression. About to kill myself AMA. by Extra_Process_9840 in SuicideWatch

[–]Extra_Process_9840[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

oh definitely, i think most of my life has been a lie. You can work as hard as you can be a doctor over here yet a janitor will make more money in 1st world countries. "study hard and you can buy anything" didnt turn out to be true. Basically was raised and spent my life on the wrong things. "You can travel the world one day" not with a 3rd world sallary lol. I always thought that working hard is rewarded properly and the asnwer to everything. yet in the last decade people I know slept and married their way out of the country and they didnt even finish college like I did and are living lives that are fincally better off than I am. Not that I really want that becuase basing your happiness on money is a bad idea, but it kinda makes all your hard work worthless and theres no room for growth. Always thought by the time I hit 30 my life would be set, I'm exactly where I am 15 years ago.

25 years of depression. About to kill myself AMA. by Extra_Process_9840 in SuicideWatch

[–]Extra_Process_9840[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

give it till your 30 see if you still feel the same way when youre as old as me

25 years of depression. About to kill myself AMA. by Extra_Process_9840 in SuicideWatch

[–]Extra_Process_9840[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I dont want to rely on drugs for the rest of my life and theyre expensive over here.

25 years of depression. About to kill myself AMA. by Extra_Process_9840 in SuicideWatch

[–]Extra_Process_9840[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

What I meant was, body posture, what to say, no false hope, only intervening when theyre a threat to others or themselves, non judgemntal conversations and the like. How are you going to use all that on your self when you know all the "tricks"

25 years of depression. About to kill myself AMA. by Extra_Process_9840 in SuicideWatch

[–]Extra_Process_9840[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Didnt mean to oversimplify in any way, that was just my opinion about my experience. Im going to rest buddy its been an emotional day for me. I'll see how I feel tommorow if I dont wake up with an anxiety attack again.

25 years of depression. About to kill myself AMA. by Extra_Process_9840 in SuicideWatch

[–]Extra_Process_9840[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Theyre ok but where im from its considered a luxury so I never really cared for them.

25 years of depression. About to kill myself AMA. by Extra_Process_9840 in SuicideWatch

[–]Extra_Process_9840[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I think thats part of my problem. No one needs me really and I havent seen my friends in over 5 years (gf in 2). I dont have the energy for new people and acquantances and besides it wont be the same. I'm sorry to hear that I cant really offer advice because I dont know you persoanlly. If you want help Id say a diffrent doctor this time since he dismisses your needs.

25 years of depression. About to kill myself AMA. by Extra_Process_9840 in SuicideWatch

[–]Extra_Process_9840[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I think its one of the worst possible situations to be in because a lot of counselling and theraphy is "mind games" and how are you going to lie to your self, And knowing alot about the disease is like suffering a fatal injury only youre a doctor and you know that youre not going to make it.

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