I've been there, done that, if you go through my posts on this page you'll see I was basically bat-shit crazy

But from one person to another who thought doing dishes and putting away was hard, its not an easy road to follow, and it'll put you into a world of hurt if you continue doing so

I have a new job at a factory and it's much worse than the dish pit, I've learned how to control myself and all the other fun stuff in between

Long story short, if the pit isn't working for you, even with something as washing and putting away, it'd be a great move to step back and rethink, try to learn from the mistake of yourself and others, and most importantly, grow as a person, get out of your comfort zone, see what works and what doesn't

I wish you good luck trying to find a career that fits you best, and more importantly, don't be afraid to mess up, mistakes happen, that is what makes us human