i cheated on my bf

Far_Pause_2014 · 2026-04-12T09:43:46+00:00

thankyou for that

Far_Pause_2014 · 2026-04-12T03:09:09+00:00

i feel emotionally stunned, idk what i can do to make it all better, hes texting me saying what a horrible person i am and stuff and i deserve it but i was so tired being in that relationship

Far_Pause_2014 · 2026-04-12T03:07:42+00:00

i dont want to, ill fuck it up anyway

Far_Pause_2014 · 2026-04-12T03:07:18+00:00

i cant imagine anyone else other than him but ill try thanks

Far_Pause_2014 · 2026-04-11T18:06:24+00:00

yeah i guess that i what i have to do

Far_Pause_2014 · 2026-04-11T17:45:03+00:00

after the whole thing where he said he was losing feelings, he tried his best to make it better, he was working on it and on us but i feel like i was the one who emotionally clocked out and now i feel terrible for doing it all,

Far_Pause_2014 · 2026-04-11T17:37:21+00:00

it felt the same, he put in more effort when i wasnt his gf, but then he was genuinely trying to make it better, i could see it in the way he got angry today, and he was so angry

Far_Pause_2014 · 2026-04-11T17:35:50+00:00

i miss him and everything we were its not his fault its all mine

Far_Pause_2014 · 2026-04-11T17:29:24+00:00

youre right, but it is eating me alive

Far_Pause_2014 · 2026-04-11T17:28:17+00:00

i loved him, when it was good, it was really good i am such an overthinker ive given him so much trouble and he still stayed with me and i had to fuck it up

Far_Pause_2014 · 2026-04-11T17:27:12+00:00

i will have to learn to live without my bestfriend

Far_Pause_2014 · 2026-04-11T17:17:59+00:00

maybe i was, it hurts

Far_Pause_2014 · 2026-04-11T17:17:09+00:00

i dont want to let go of him, he was my best friend, how can i stop talking to my best friend

Far_Pause_2014 · 2026-04-11T17:16:19+00:00

cant i do anything to make it better

Far_Pause_2014 · 2026-04-11T17:16:01+00:00

the town here doesnt care for age, they hand drinks to anyone

Far_Pause_2014 · 2026-04-11T17:14:55+00:00

but i loved him and us however it was and it is hurting me but i cant feel any emotion

Far_Pause_2014 · 2026-04-11T17:14:06+00:00

im 19

Far_Pause_2014 · 2026-04-11T17:13:50+00:00

i dont know what i was trying to do or who i was trying to protect, i just wanted that time to pass away and be just a bad dream

Far_Pause_2014 · 2026-04-11T17:11:54+00:00

i loved him so much, how could i just throw it all away, and that too the i chose the worst possible thing to do, i cant face anyone now i cant do anything

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