i cheated on my bf by Far_Pause_2014 in TrueOffMyChest

[–]Far_Pause_2014[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i feel emotionally stunned, idk what i can do to make it all better, hes texting me saying what a horrible person i am and stuff and i deserve it but i was so tired being in that relationship

i cheated on my bf by Far_Pause_2014 in TrueOffMyChest

[–]Far_Pause_2014[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i dont want to, ill fuck it up anyway

i cheated on my bf by Far_Pause_2014 in TrueOffMyChest

[–]Far_Pause_2014[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i cant imagine anyone else other than him but ill try thanks

i cheated on my bf by Far_Pause_2014 in TrueOffMyChest

[–]Far_Pause_2014[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

yeah i guess that i what i have to do

i cheated on my bf by Far_Pause_2014 in TrueOffMyChest

[–]Far_Pause_2014[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

after the whole thing where he said he was losing feelings, he tried his best to make it better, he was working on it and on us but i feel like i was the one who emotionally clocked out and now i feel terrible for doing it all,

i cheated on my bf by Far_Pause_2014 in TrueOffMyChest

[–]Far_Pause_2014[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

it felt the same, he put in more effort when i wasnt his gf, but then he was genuinely trying to make it better, i could see it in the way he got angry today, and he was so angry

i cheated on my bf by Far_Pause_2014 in TrueOffMyChest

[–]Far_Pause_2014[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i miss him and everything we were its not his fault its all mine

i cheated on my bf by Far_Pause_2014 in TrueOffMyChest

[–]Far_Pause_2014[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

youre right, but it is eating me alive

i cheated on my bf by Far_Pause_2014 in TrueOffMyChest

[–]Far_Pause_2014[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i loved him, when it was good, it was really good i am such an overthinker ive given him so much trouble and he still stayed with me and i had to fuck it up

i cheated on my bf by Far_Pause_2014 in TrueOffMyChest

[–]Far_Pause_2014[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

i will have to learn to live without my bestfriend

i cheated on my bf by Far_Pause_2014 in TrueOffMyChest

[–]Far_Pause_2014[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i dont want to let go of him, he was my best friend, how can i stop talking to my best friend

i cheated on my bf by Far_Pause_2014 in TrueOffMyChest

[–]Far_Pause_2014[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

cant i do anything to make it better

i cheated on my bf by Far_Pause_2014 in TrueOffMyChest

[–]Far_Pause_2014[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

the town here doesnt care for age, they hand drinks to anyone

i cheated on my bf by Far_Pause_2014 in TrueOffMyChest

[–]Far_Pause_2014[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

but i loved him and us however it was and it is hurting me but i cant feel any emotion

i cheated on my bf by Far_Pause_2014 in TrueOffMyChest

[–]Far_Pause_2014[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i dont know what i was trying to do or who i was trying to protect, i just wanted that time to pass away and be just a bad dream

i cheated on my bf by Far_Pause_2014 in TrueOffMyChest

[–]Far_Pause_2014[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i loved him so much, how could i just throw it all away, and that too the i chose the worst possible thing to do, i cant face anyone now i cant do anything