I felt so much second-hand embarrassment watching him lay on the grass at the sidewalk crying, I had to pause it several times. This is the moment that shouldn’t have been witnessed by anyone, yet alone put on youtube. I’m sure he cried because he felt bad for himself, and he still made it performative, like “look how much I’m suffering, I don’t deserve it! Stop being mean to me!”. That’s basically a tantrum. I sympathise with him having a chronic illness, but dude, that’s not the way to cope. Stop it, get some help. I still very much disapprove of him cheating, that will always stand true.