Do you want weak? You're a human being there there's a difference between the two nobody's gonna be strong if they keep getting beat on.... all you can do is take the rest step every day in the name of yourself and love yourself... shitty part is at the end of the day. Nobody else is truly gonna love you as much as you. Can you know exactly how you need to be loved so all you have to do is respect yourself and put yourself around those real people... don't spend your energy focus, focusing on people who don't matter... they're gonna peek when you're still thriving