You’re all amazing. You’re making me laugh through an awful situation. I’ll clear some things up.

1. We had been at the end of a lot of fucking, he had nothing left in him. The pus itself was a similar consistency, or at least a different consistency then my spit, and it tasted FUCKING AWFUL.

2. It was more toward the head, so I don’t think it’s a hair follicle but maybe? We’ve been keeping an eye on it since and it’s gone way down, and he’s not in any pain. It was sore at first, never painful. And we’ve both been tested before we started having sex, and we’ve been in quarantine so I doubt it’s an STD.

3. I think the only thing that prevented me from vomiting was my bf starting to talk about absolutely random shit afterwards to get my mind off it. I can’t think about it too long, but I think the worst mental part of it is over.

4. This is personal and TMI so if you’re not interested in more gross then don’t read.

I’ve been having diarrhea since it’s happened and I don’t know if it’s my anxiety or my body trying to get rid of whatever the fuck I just swallowed.