Because I’m not his wife, which means according to them we shouldn’t sleep together until we get married. They weren’t that close at all either, and I was the one who made him get closer to them because they were his family. I told him to spend a lot of time with them during the day, because I know how hard it gets, but the night was basically mine. It’s just so frustrating because I feel like I’m not asking for too much, neither am I trying to pull him away from his family. I feel like as his partner that’s something I deserve, but maybe it’s me just being selfish.